tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5744770416591272642024-03-06T06:45:47.772+03:00Interpreters Life In Iraq WarSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-14507877529635840872020-10-24T03:14:00.002+03:002020-10-24T03:14:36.216+03:00Life flies by..<p> Hello Everyone!!!</p><p>It's been like forever!!! As most of you know the life in the U.S keeps you busy as its high paced - kind of forgot about the blog as I got busy with jobs, schools and life..</p><p>I'm doing great besides the pandemic that affecting all of us in every part of the world.</p><p>Let me know if you want to hear from me more :)</p>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-32199214289287805642012-06-26T20:10:00.001+03:002012-06-26T20:10:45.601+03:00U.S.A<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Hello Everybody,<br />
I made it to the US! and Now I live in Chicago, IL..<br />
<br />
Semper Fi,<br />
Sam</div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-21837439769623147702010-04-06T19:09:00.007+03:002010-04-07T14:10:58.543+03:00Just Got Fuckin Graduated<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4DYrVdwV9MfbkaXJoHZjzx8J60LziD0nqrqmmInbvc5CoJUF2lg-iUV2r2gPTEJ4dlZ_BPUNp6m3ozCn6Pk2Ny9mUlXWDHVx9FnbpJsAPrpmPPX7gNIBI6MY95RylIHiuZSxRMxpXmUU/s1600/DSCF1982xxx.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457068999085957954" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4DYrVdwV9MfbkaXJoHZjzx8J60LziD0nqrqmmInbvc5CoJUF2lg-iUV2r2gPTEJ4dlZ_BPUNp6m3ozCn6Pk2Ny9mUlXWDHVx9FnbpJsAPrpmPPX7gNIBI6MY95RylIHiuZSxRMxpXmUU/s320/DSCF1982xxx.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /><br /><br /><div>The other day my dept. did a lil graduation party in one of the big clubs in Baghdad,</div><br /><br /><br /><div>its was kinda fun, even though i aint good with parties and i even dont know how to dance the iraqi dancing!!</div><br /><br /><br /><div>the coolest thing and i realy enjoyed that day, is the noise that we made from our house ( we went 4 cars with very damn loud speakers and pimping the cars) we drove nuts to the college and then from college ( more then 30 pimped car) and we stopped and blocked the main street and we danced in the street like crazy graduated MoFus', we were driving in convoies, blocking the roads and fuckin around with cars :)</div><br /><br /><br /><div>i wish that i can post pix of that day, but it will disclose my ID :( but i'll post this pic that shows the back of my car and how i pimped it, it shows that Im a computers Engineer lol..</div><br /><div>so anyways, im in our way to college at one of the traffic, the next car to me driver, asked me if he can borrow my keyboard that i got in the trunk :) cuz his one is broken, i was like dude, bring it to me, i'll fix it for u, am a god damn engineer dude, but u got to show me the green papers first (Dollars), so i can rip u off :) lol..</div><br /><div>that was fun..</div><br /><div>at the party i jst wished one thing, I wished Heroine was with me in the party, and i swear i'll get in the stage and grap the mic and sing for her " Mark Anthony, My Babe You".. As I lookin into your eyes, i see all the reasons why, My life worth a 1000 skies, you are the simplest love i've known, and the purest one i own, Know you'll never be alone, .....I'll smooth you if you fall, i'll be right there when you call, you are my greatest LOVE of ALL, Heroine I feel so alive..</div><br /><div>and i'd say infront all my Colleagues "Heroine I LOVE YOU, Marry me"..</div><br /><div>damn fellas, lol most of the Colleagues danced but i didnt!! lol but it was noisy as hell, and my head was killing me..</div><br /><div>at the end of the party me and friends of mine, we fought for the launch, everybody was snatching the others Kebab lol..we were starving!!lol..</div><div>Alright I think thats it for now, but wait for my next post which it'll be Shia and Sunnis in Iraq..</div><div>damn i think im gonna take a nap :)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5457068401725550242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEip4SVjwiczn5SDW18nQFFXn9c-E_vGnKqCzsRjgrHy70Fys-gbGcoOW4rA8iPG60korD_X1Epon4xsN_o49pfe-IBXy7dgApDX7r7FTN8uLmFqtQ-3HnQ1y-Z6Ejbu3hB1S962IwmcMJk/s320/DSCF1979mm.JPG" border="0" /></div></div>Im sorry fellas but i had to delete anything can identify myself or locations, so i had<br />to cut the pics over and over..Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-65491045554344372262010-02-17T18:26:00.002+03:002010-02-17T19:14:37.774+03:00Fathers!!wierd post title right?<br />while im writing this post right now, my dad is talking shit abut me!!!<br />i dont know, im realy confused, is it my dad hates me?? is it all the fathers in the world treat and talk abt thier sons bad, or its my dad only?!!<br />i jst wana knw why he is doin this to me?!! is it cuz i keep my mouth shut when he yells at me and beats me cuz i respect he is being my father, old and sick man..<br />i almost 23 years old and the other day while i was driving the car and dad was in the passenger seat he slapped me in my face and beated me on my arm with piece of metal he had on him, guess why? cuz he said to me to turn left, bt i didnt hear him, i swear i didnt hear him..<br />he said no, "u dont respect me, u always do wat u want to do!!!" and offcourse talkin bad,cursing and beating me..<br />sometimes he sends me to do something, i go there and sometimes i face problems and i solve them in my way, bt wen i get back,dad curses me cuz i didnt do it in other way!!! and all the ways leads to the same result!!<br />it makes me feel lil less self-confidence, it hurts my personality, cuz it makes me feel tht everytime i go and do soemthing, dad wont agree abt how i did it!!<br />even sometimes it makes me feel lil bit afraid while im talkin to some1,cuz i dont knw for somehow i get feeling tht this person will/wants curse me, even i havnt done anything wrong!! cuz it reminds on my dad, cuz if i do good or bad things either ways i'll be cursed!!!<br />sometimes wen i think abt marriage and having kids, i say no dude no kids, i dont wana be father!!<br />sometimes,i jst wana talk to him peacefully and calmly bt i stop, cuz i afraid tht he curses me, so i dont realy have much talk with my dad,i always talk to him with very few words and right to the point with no discusions, watever he says i do and i confirm it on him jst in case i miss something..<br />there have come days, tht i wake up on his yells at me, every damn morning for abt a month, bt the good think was, i was waking up beside his yells, with a beautiful SMS from heroine saying good morning my love Sam!<br />so her sms gives me a relief, like injured person giving him a pain killer..<br />for all wat happens i still love my dad so much and i realy cant bare the idea of thinkin tht he is gone, cuz i imagine myself tht i'll be realy devastated and broken wen i dont see him or knowing tht he is not around..<br />andi love my mom more then my dad, i realy realy love my mom, she is always defending me..<br />there is no word in vocabulary can describes my mom, she is more then an angel, she is an angel without wings..<br /><br />well dad said his last curse on me jst right now which is im "a stupid animal!!" last curse for now,bt not last forever!!<br /><br />well fellas i better run now our home quite again!! but it think my mom crying!!<br /><br />c ya folks..Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-56696435462821465742010-01-22T14:18:00.003+03:002010-01-23T19:22:24.817+03:00Rap Poetry, Terps Bomb!!Watz crackin homies?! lol<br />Watz goin on fellas? Here im back! I jst finished my first semester exams in graduate year, few more months and I'll be fuckin graduated!!!<br />Its boring outta here, so I I decided to "arrange" not to "rearrange" my room cuz its never been arranged by me before!lol<br />So anyways, I found my diary book for the old days, I was looking at it and I found a rap poetry that me and my fellas wrote back in old days..<br />We intended to video it and sing it and may be publish it in youtube or something, bt we cudnt find the time and the mood to do that..<br />So Im gonna publish it here in my blog, I hope u fellas will like it!!<br /><br />We called it, TERP BOMB!!<br /><br />Last year I was broken,<br />This year im workin interpreter and now everybody tryin to come around like they owe me somethin..<br />wat the fuck u want from me?<br />U want set up rules and restrictions?.. Get the fuck outta here..<br />U see im jst a local interpreter..<br />Im jst a regular guy wana get some money..<br />Yea, yea , yea this mad Sam, Big Brown and uncle Tom..<br />We finixin drop this song its called the Terp bomb..<br />Wat happen wen u be the main source of ur family pains and worries?<br />Sony u got to stay home, daddy im sorry I got money to get, am packing my stuff and my lil sis blocking the door and mom crying..<br />Am sorry momy i got POC cuttin my time-sheet..<br />Then I turned around and told them I love you..<br />That’s the terps, that’s Sam, that’s Tom, that’s Brown, may be we crazy but we got to get money!!<br />Sleepin in my room with almost other 10 guys for all the motha fucka eyes!<br />Cant even beat my meat in peace!<br />I put my food in the fridge, I even put my name on it!<br />But still this fat motha fucker eating my crackers,<br />I try to relax in my bed and have wet dreams, get away from the bitching, then LT comes around tells me I got a mission in 14 hundred!!<br />And I go like, fuck that shit, gangsta..<br />I get on my gear, go out to the trucks, sleepy eyes but I don’t want to be here, hell its hot as fuck..<br />I grap the Rip It and pray I wont be ripped!!<br />I ride around for hours talk to people back and forth..<br />I swear sometimes I'd like to slap these idiot whores..<br />Wat happen wen we be in the middle of actions?!<br />Everybody tryin to bite a piece of my flesh..<br />And everything u stand for turns on u despite u..<br />10.000 ppl lookin at me and callin me traitor!!<br />No, no I jst dnt get it!!<br />Now am traitor but wen u get a contract for million greens, u wont be traitor!!<br />Deceivers and tyrants,yea that’s you..<br />Just get the fuck outta here!!<br /><br /><br /><br />We didnt finish writing it, bt i hope we did!!Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-52504498546050621522009-12-03T20:48:00.000+03:002009-12-03T21:11:48.213+03:00Mythical Blind Love!Care, Pain, Smile, Sadness,Understanding,Warmness,Faithfulness, Depression, Happiness, Feelings, Stepping on self dignity, Slefless...etc. Things leads to one thing! leads to Mythical Blind Love!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Eeasy four letters but very difficult thing and deeds to have,do and feel it truely..<br /><br /><br /><br />With Ex (Amy) and other girls i havnt felt most of them truely!<br /><br /><br /><br />But with Heroine i feel most of them!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />when i was a lil kid i remember my dad said this to my youngest uncle, " You got help Yourself and explore yourself, cuz no one else going to do it for you!"<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i never understood wat dad meant!! bt it printed in my memory, just now and abt after 8 years from the time i heard it, i knew wat dad meant!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />it doesnt mean that i got to live myself alone cuz ppl wont help me if i needed help, bt it means i shud depend on myself always and hear from ppl and learn from my experiences!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I "helped" myself and "explored" myself too, I helped myself in getting over Amy (ex), and explored she wasnt the right girl for me, i will lie if i say all my times with Amy were bad, we had good times bt they were few!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i didnt want be the one to blame, that im the only one who wanted to broke up cuz her family is a very good family, i always loved her mom and dad, and sometimes i loved her mom even more then Amy back in old days..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />she kept doin wrong things and i took the chance! we broke up!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />therez posts in my blog, i was talking abt Amy,i wont regret wat ive said before, but i feel like i was decieved!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />for the passed 6 months i knew Heroine, she is just a perfect terrific girl, i liked her and then i loved her, we got alot in commons, for instance "our real names"!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Heroine supported me in my exams and in alot of things with no hestiation!, even wen we were friends and i was stil with Amy(not breaking up yet)!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Heroine taught me wat real love is! She is a great girl..<br /><br /><br /><br />I feel sorry for myself cuz i havnt met her long time ago!<br /><br /><br /><br />so she be my first and last love, but she will be my last love and my last breathe, bt Heroine is the only girl that made me stop smoking!<br /><br /><br />none of the girls i met before cud stopped me smoking! Only Heroine did!!<br /><br /><br />even she told me to stop smoking wen we were friends only! and i stopped and i smoked once and she raised the hell on me!<br />that was at 25 Sept 09, and today i lied to her, i sent her SMS and told her im sorry i smoked jst a half of cigarete!! all she said to me is "Dont talk to me again..", i kept trying and telling her come one it was jst half cigarete and i needed it! but she never answered! and i tried to call her alot and she never answered too!<br />she jst confirmed to me that inshalla my life with her will be 100% safe..<br />its the first time in my life i feel this with girl!<br />im so sorry babe for lieing this white lie, im realy sorry and i freaking love you so freaking much, and i'll never ever smoke as long u by my side, and im so sorry for being jerk with you sometimes, trust me it aint me who do that, its just my bad past and injuries!!<br /><br />since that i never smoked and i dont think i'll smoke if Heroine stays with me..<br /><br /><br /><br />I love you Heroine, I adore you and I almost worship you!<br /><br />please god, keep my and her love forever, help me to marry her with ur blessings!!<br /><br />I love you Heroine and i wish i can get on the top of Eiffel tower and scream in the biggest loudspeakers "I LOVE YOU HEROINE, I LOVE YOU TO DEATH, PLEASE MARRY ME!"Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-58944172873608021372009-10-09T17:57:00.002+03:002009-10-09T18:09:52.539+03:00I Fuckin Made it!! Thanx GOD!!Finally I passed!!!<br />I'm now in the last year in college, in graduation year!!!!, the year after i'll be inhsalla a fuckin computers engineer!!!lol..<br />Oh My God! I jst cant wait to graduate and get a well paid job with foreign companies! and get a realy good pay, pay that makes me rich fast!!lol, damn dude, i can't fuckin wait..<br />getting a job better then interpretiation!! fuckin great man!!<br /><br />Here i want thank all my friends that stood with me during my exams, and u ppl, my blog readers..<br />u ppl were the best supporter i ever had!<br />u ppl kept me motivated and kept me having hope!<br />i want thank my friends and my Heroine, she was and she is and she will be the great girl i've ever seen..<br />Heroine was always waking me up in phone calls, always tellin me to concetrate and study, always keeping me having hope and believe that i'll pass this year, she trusted myself more then i did to myself!!<br />I admit here,i'm without Heroine will be not able to pass this year, i passed bcuz of her!<br /><br />thanx again everybody and very big thanx to God, my family and Heroine..<br /><br />Sam, 75% Computers Engineer lOoOl!!<br />jst one year more and i'll be 100%, lolSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-70212213035362052562009-09-23T20:12:00.001+03:002009-10-01T18:36:04.839+03:00Military Gears!<img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383215464745203554" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6s5ONpS7NNbv-EOw_STXM5TyZcUT4fGAzBDWrKAc3ZE7W3j_OLpZlsSorDRd_TxtMs0oG0gUqO8dzKbhLjEpe332Urx-FBrJ17FGGuB8ETLDp5PA8-PAJpB0yh9OB-KUHYp4J1ZAb3XE/s320/DSCF0013.jpg" border="0" /><br /><br /><br />One of the most difficulties that we have in our job, is the Military life! specialy for person like me who never been in military before!! wen Saddam gone i was so damn happy, cuz i wont have to go to the army after i graduate! but God had the hardest Military waiting for me, bt not after graduation though!! jst right after the 2nd year in the college, when i had to be interpreter..<br /><br /><br /><p align="center">i became a Marine a Soldier without training!!!, i had to face the IED's wen they blow up, or the actions and gun fire, or rocks from kids throwing them at us, or hearing bad or good words from the locals!! how to walk in foot patrol! how to observe the ppl! wat i shud do wen we get attack, how to walk inisde a house! what firstly shud i do and ask!..alot of intelgence and millitary things.. </p><p align="center"><br />the Gear is Vest (contents front, back and side plates and nick armor) wheights more than 20 pounds!! and helmet weights more than 2 pounds!! plus the camel bag for hydration and gloves and the boots that they weight more than 1.5 pounds.. plus the uniform, which is was like microwave!! it was so damn hot and it was anti-burning uniform..<br /></p><br /><br /><p align="center">******************<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJnziXp7rmS24V4aePAEZ8GqNUYWd1mT11O11mr4wkwhrMarcVaouBPksZDfwQSWj50FDSwLFH3jm3arVl1XcTkI0zaMP_u85mv2ltxdOQNQby4SV-VaAgUQpiaIJSzcnxkALOUshhmKw/s1600-h/broke+down+humvee!!.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383613338653750610" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJnziXp7rmS24V4aePAEZ8GqNUYWd1mT11O11mr4wkwhrMarcVaouBPksZDfwQSWj50FDSwLFH3jm3arVl1XcTkI0zaMP_u85mv2ltxdOQNQby4SV-VaAgUQpiaIJSzcnxkALOUshhmKw/s320/broke+down+humvee!!.jpg" border="0" /></a>the Pic above is for broken down humvee that other Humvee is gonna pull it!! lol its the best army vehicles in the world that breaks down in the streets!!! imagine it breaks down while we getting attack or driving in danger areas!!<br /><br /><br />Riding in the humvee or the MRAP or the Bradely or in the back of the 7 tons or LAV isnt fun or joyful, its scary!! cuz u know that u r a target while u driving around and all the locals staring at u while u going through!, plus these vehicles r so hot, even if therez AC running, the vehicle still hot cuz its not totally closed!!</p><div align="center"></div><div align="center">******************<br /></div><div align="center"></div><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5383625458128027138" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 213px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1ZDVA66EgrySkz_x1pM9M9B5Q_EVGYj0H0wYPbjJyFgv7mGKqrHEq42C1W4hRAUt9enaBs2LvtY2ufvlm7xG_WvsDnfH8W60RbOTMLFXvV7TIK605CmTo2Sw1BwgAAOi8aCml8ZK62Bc/s320/Big+B..jpg" border="0" /><br /><br />the pic above for the worst helo ( the Big bitch)..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />and if u wanted to flow from base to another, its not nice and comfortable too..<br /><br />if u want to make a quarnteed flight, u have to do ASR (Available Seat Reservetion), and for the ASR it takes at least 4 days from the day of the flight,bt if u were in hurry, u shud try ur luck by Space-A( Space Available)..<br /><br /><br /><p></p><p><strong>the kinds of birds:</strong></p>in west iraq most of the birds we use is the Big bitch and its the worst helo ive ever seen!!! its very loudy and noisy and wen u get inside it, the oil from the ceiling pours on us jst like the iraqi Tata ( old iraqi bus), and wen u aboard it make sure u carry vomit bag with u!!if u dont have the gunners will provide u with one when u vomit!!<br /><br />Chinooks, V22's and BlackHawks r much better then the Big bitch, i like the blackhawks the most, its faster, smaller and more comfortable and u can see the ground better from it, but V22's r the best..<br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>the above was abut the rides and clothes, and below is abut the way of living:<br /></strong><br /><br />the way of living can be separated into 3 locations:<br /><br />1st location and the worst is in the outposts ( small bases inside the cities) like school or houses or bank or any govt building!<br /><br />the service in the outposts r sucks, specialy Marines ouposts r the worst, no good chow( military hot chow and MRE's), Navy showers if water available! portable toilets or shit bags! and u have to wash ur clothes by ur hand, or sending them to the laundry and ur clothes wont be back before week!!..<br /><br /><br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384609662015597234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjAagTMrF0M9gDe-IAx21UGTc09aKm4kBDla31a5Oeq6sB3ZDxRfDho6xSE_CdvnRfuKXgIIddlVZLAmnRwDo4bU-Jp8TE_Or8PxVsO9Gasj0k6xcbnsr2o03uCyszgtqMIwMGGMw-wabE/s320/my+tent...jpg" border="0" /><br />This is my tent in COP Ellis in Barwana ( Hadiatha), this place is the worst place ive ever seen and lived in!!<br /><br />i lived there in Dec 2006, in winter time, its was sooooo damn cold, freezing, i didnt have blancket that time, i was wearing my vest to warm myself and tryin to sleep,and wearing 2 or 3 pair of sucks to warm my feet!! i dont remember that i cud slept more then continuous one hour for the 2 weeks i spent in that COP!! in the morning i find ice on the tent and frozen water on the tent sides!!<br /><br /><br />The chow there were so bad, there were no showers at all, i spent the 2 weeks with baby wipes!!tx to god it was winter time, not summer!!!<br /><br /><br /><br />There were no internet, no phones available no MWR, i jst used the Radium(Millitary Sat. Phone) one time for few mins to call my family!!<br /><br /><br />the good thing in the Outposts is, wen u go out doin missions, u stop by houses and therez ppl do hospitality and offer us iraqi food and hot tea!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />2nd Location: the TCP's (Traffic Check Points); they r lil bit better then outposts, cuz pretty much u do is jst sitting in the TCP and read ID's or something, nothin important and needs hard work..<br />and the service sucks too, jst like the outposts!<br /><p>the good thing in TCP's is u can buy anything that goes through the check point from the vendors..</p>3rd Location and the best: the Camps, the main big bases..<br />big Chow Hals (free restaurnets inside the base) served by Indians or Philipinos, and so clean latrines and showers, very nice rooms to live in,good hospitals, dentist, PX ( very big supermarket) and MWR( Phones, Internet, video room and games)..<br />the bad thing is, we r the locals r so ristricted in our movement inside the base, we shud have a special badge to move free and to enter facilities..<br /><br />Well, i think im hitting the end of the post!<br />c ya fellas..<br /><br /><div></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-41149266249300812009-09-17T14:37:00.000+03:002009-09-18T13:38:12.702+03:00If Your Life Similar to This Life, Please Comment!I'll talk here abut my life in certain period, from 10th Aug. (the day of my Birthday) till 17 Sept, and i want you ppl to be the judge in is it a "normal life" or "sucks life"..<br /><br /><br />10th Aug, is my birthday day,which is means that its special day for myself and ppl who cares and loves me!! but it wasnt realy!!<br /><br /><br />by the chance this year my bithday happened in the same week day at 10th Aug 1987 which was Monday..<br /><br /><br />my family made cake for me and it was allright!, i recieved SMS's and calls from friends and best friends of mine, the 1st congratulate i recieved was from a dear friend of me,i'll call her in my posts Heroine..<br /><br /><br />and in the same time i didnt recieve anythin from my girlfriend Amy!!!, she said that she forgot!!!cuz she is busy!!! and even after that, she didnt give me even a simple gift or apologized in nice way..<br /><br /><br />but its alright cuz I LUV HER!!<br /><br /><br />anyways after few days, she called in the middle of the night and she said Sam am sorry and lets forget the past and start a new begining!!! i was SOOOOO damn HaPpY..<br /><br /><br />i thought things will be great like it used to be between us and i'll be happy!!! but i was totaly wrong!!<br /><br /><br />we were alright for few days but the coldness started again!!<br /><br /><br />At 1st Sept. my family left to Syria and then supposly to London to see my older bro. bt they cudnt go to London cuz the money at the bank wasnt enough for all my family!! and my dad cudnt get the visa, only my sisters got it!<br /><br /><br />at 7 Sept. my 2nd try exams started and Amy never called and never asked, i had realy bad cold and loneliness days cuz i was totally alone at home!!<br /><br /><br />i did bad in first exam but i was good in the rest..<br /><br /><br />my family left for 12 days and it was realy bad days, bt not so bad, Heroine was always with me, she was feeling how am feeling alone cuz she is goin through the same thing!! the same loneliness!! the same missing!<br /><br /><br />cuz i dont knw how to cook, how to wash my closthes, how to wash the dishes, i even dont know how to make hot tea!!<br /><br />my friend sometimes used to come over here to my home and we used to study together..<br /><br />he is a good cook, all he know how to cook is Noodless!!! well its better then nothing!!<br /><br />i used to bring Syrdines (cooked fish) or any take away fast food!<br /><br /><br /><br />not even Amy asked me how am i doin alone! or her family! even Amy and her family were the only family left for me in iraq in that time, bt i was totally ALONE!!<br /><br />just friends of my dad and relativess were coming to me or calling me and asking me if i need something!<br /><br />and ofcourse friends of me they were always with me, friends from my college, friends from the hood and my friend Heroine..<br /><br />home was so quite, u can hear the air whispering!! the nights were so cold and so quite!! but the good thing is i was using my dad car in going out and doin my own things!!lol cuz dad's car was full fuel tank!!<br /><br />In the first few days of the 12 days, i had a realy bad cold and then i had infection in my left ear! plus my nose was bleeding every now and then! everyday!<br /><br />my nose bleed in summer time every season, bt this season the bleeding was so bad..i think cuz sometimes my blood preasure raise up!<br /><br />even i bled amid of the 1st exam, cuz i was so mad and pissed cuz the test questions were so damn hard!!<br />i studied days and nights, hoping that i success, and hopefully i'll!<br /><br /><br />anyways, the 12 days were bad but the 2 days after were worst!!<br /><br /><br /><br />At 12 Sept my family came back..i was kinda happy cuz i missed my mom, dad and my sisters, and i missed my mom cook! but then i hoped that they be more days absence!<br /><br />and just right in the day after, my dad kicked my out of the house!!<br /><br />dont worry its not cuz i brought whores to home!!, or i drank Al Kehol in the house!!, or i made a sexy party!! it wasnt cuz these things, cuz i havnt done them even..<br /><br />It was cuz a silly reasons!!cuz i havnt tell him wat i did in the 12 days!!!<br /><br />my dad started yelling at me and he was almost hitting me! bt my mom stopped him and she was crying..<br /><br />anyways i took my car keys and my walet and i forgot to take my cellphone!! I left home and i realy felt im lost and i didnt know where to go?!!<br /><br />I fired the engine and my heart and body was on fire! I headed to my friend house, then my friend came out for me! he asked me how u doin Sam? then with uncontrolled emotions I cried!!, he looked at me, and he was like, Man, r u crying?is that realy u crying??!!! watz wrong with u?... I cried like first hour born kid!!!<br /><br />i cudnt talk and say anything...he asked me, Sam watz wrong? is ur family Ok?watz wrong?! you broke up with Amy?!..<br /><br />i told him, ive been kicked out bro!!! my dad kicked me out!!!<br /><br />he was like its alright bro, he loves u, but he is only mad lil bit, come on chill out!!<br /><br />anyways i spent that day at my friend house, and in the meantime my mom was calling my friends if i stopped by them!! my older brother was looking for me too at my friends houses!<br />but i was in diffrent area, diffrent city! i was at my friend house who my family never heard of him!!<br />At night i came back to home and i took my phone and i left, cuz my dad still mad at me!<br /><br />i took my phone and i kept driving my car in the highways, killing time and thinking, to be more honist? i hoped i get accedent and i die in the accedent!!<br /><br />In the meantime i was talking to Heroine and she was telling me to focus on my exams and to success and she was always trying to calm me down!!, she told me wen i finish my exams i go back home and apologize to dad, bt the most important now is passing my exams..<br /><br /><br /><br />then i went to my other friend house,and he told me to go back home and apologize to my dad!..<br /><br />evantualy i ended up at my older bro home and i spent the night in his house, my bro called mom and told her that im in his house, so she stop worrying..<br /><br />in the next morning my mom called me and she was crying so bad and she was telling me to come back home, i told her i cant now, but i'll sometime later today..<br /><br />then i sent Amy msg and i told her that ive been kicked out!! all she said to me "its defintly ur fault Sam!!"she didnt even comfort me!!!<br /><br />then one of my friend's dad called me and he was asking me if i want him to go and talk with my dad and askin my dad let me back home, cuz i have my final 2nd try exams, so i can study and pass this year! but i told him no thank u sir, i'll be alright, i'll go by myself home and things will be jst fine!!<br /><br /><br /><br />At 4PM i went home, i sat in the car for maybe 30-45 mins thinking wat im gonna say to dad! how things will go? will he kick me out again?<br /><br />i knocked the door, my lil sis opened the door and the tears were in her eyes...she was like Sam!!!<br /><br />i went in and dad was taking a nap, then my mom walked to my room and she hugged me so hard and she told me ive been with ur father almost 40 years and i tolerated him for his anger!! why cant u tolerate his anger??!!<br />I cried on her chest and i was hearing nothing only her heart beats and her hard breaths cuz of her crying!!<br /><br />i thought with myself and hoped that this heart will keep beating forever and i die before this heart!<br /><br />ive never felt before this warm hug, the kindness of the mom heart!...only at that time i felt how my mom was feeling when i was gone at work, in danger areas!!, translating with USMC and US Army..<br />how she was afraid and scared abut me!!! I LOVE YOU MOM!<br /><br /><br />anyways after Dad woke up, i went to him, i told him dad im sorry for wat happened yeasterday and i tried to kiss his hand! but he pulled his hand and he told me to get lose!!<br /><br />i walked away without sayin anything and i felt my heart was breaking harshly, then suddenly my damn nose bled!!<br /><br />i went to my room, i took a deep breathe and i told Heroine wat happened and she told me that i did wat i had to do! and i realy did wat i had to do!!<br /><br /><p>at 17th Sept was my last exams and i did kinda good at it..but folks plz pray for me to success in all my tests and go to the last level, go to graduate from the college and be computers engineer!!!</p><p>i jst wanna thank all my friends who supported me in this period, tx Mad Man, Abskel, Mostafa, Heroine and everyone else!</p><p>Again Special thanx to Heroine for supporting me through my exams..you were the best perfect friend..</p><p>I love you Mom, I love you Dad, no matter what you do to me!! cuz no matter what happens you still my dad and i still your son!</p><p>Well that was my life from 10th Aug 09 -to- 17th Sept 09, is it Normal Life?! i dont think so!!!<br /></p>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-13071232619279697882009-08-07T13:24:00.002+03:002009-08-07T13:27:59.263+03:00War News Radio Interview with me & other Interpshellos everybody,<br />here is the link for interview for myself and other 2 interps..<br /><a href="http://player.warnewsradio.org/index.php?audio_location=http://audio2.warnewsradio.org/WNR090731-LKInterpreters.mp3">http://player.warnewsradio.org/index.php?audio_location=http://audio2.warnewsradio.org/WNR090731-LKInterpreters.mp3</a><br /><br />and the below link is for the transcript:<br /><a href="http://www.warnewsradio.org/read-more/iraqi-interpreters/">http://www.warnewsradio.org/read-more/iraqi-interpreters/</a><br /><br />hope you all will like it..<br />please feel free to comment..<br /><br />SamSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-32901867728258706762009-07-17T21:37:00.003+03:002009-07-17T22:04:53.268+03:00Watz the meaning of "LIFE"?I always ask myself lately, watz the meaning of life? or why i shudnt die wen there were alot of ppl around me died, and my life was on the edge? why i didnt die by then? is it cuz fate have a long-term tiring suck life? or short-term good nice life?<br />but i realy wish to die, but that doesnt mean im giving up everythin and sit do nothing..<br />am i shud keep fighting till my time comes?<br />the other night, i missed Amy so much, i havnt talk to her for more then 8 days(cuz of some problems in this shitty life)..so i decided to buy her flowers and go to her house..i left my home and i drove my car into Mansour city trying to get her some natuarl flowers, bt the flowers shops were closed cuz it was too damn late, then i went to Karada and Jadrieh, and i found only one flowers shop opening and i was like thanx god, finaly, then i went in the shop and i asked him for natuarl flowers and he was like "am sorry im out of natuarl flowers"..i was like Damn!!<br />i kept looking for another shop cuz i realy needed to do that and suprising her, i kept askin ppl in the street and they were thinking am i crazy or something, cuz i was looking for flowers in late time in Baghdad!!..<br />evantualy i cudnt find the flowers and i returned back to my home depressed and i cudnt have my dinner..<br />i jst wanna Amy know that my life is nothing jst like now without her&will she appreciate my life with her?<br /><br />i dont know watz goin on with me, is it fate punishment to me? or its am out of luck?<br />can anyone plz tell me watz the meaning of "LIFE"?<br />cuz i see life in my side view is a bitch..am i right?<br />fellas if u had the choice between ur life and ur family wat will u chose?will u give away ur family and ur love away and enjoy ur life alone? would u?<br />am i shud chose my life with my family and my love and beg for the rest of my life?<br />alot of q's running in my head and my head is just gonna blow the hell up, and i realy wish it does..<br />LIFE sux gentlemen bt we shud do not give up!!<br />and i WONT give up and i'll keep fighting and i'll keep these q's running till god take my misery life away and i rest in peace!!<br /><br />this post was unusaul post of me, bt it was jst something i had and i wanted to through it away..Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-7015212491189774022009-03-01T18:53:00.003+03:002009-03-01T19:13:18.915+03:00<div align="left"><strong><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">The Story Of Interpreter Shitty Life...</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> Date, written by,<br />7th-August-2007 Sam the Disloyal </strong></div><div align="left"><strong></strong></div><div align="left"><strong></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><br />In the name of God I start my misery story and I’ll try to do my best to remember everything I did and happened to me during this mean job..<br />I’ll say every good thing and bad thing I did without any fear and honestly I wont care what you thing about me when you read my story, but to let u know I’m proud for what I’ve done during this job and the reasons made me to go and get this job, but only god knows how much I hated this job but I liked it sometimes..<br />God helps me to be honest in what I’m going to write..<br />As I said I’ll say everything, everything I did and I’ll try to say it with details, I mean in every small thing and big things,<br />But before that I’ll try to write a little biography about myself,<br />My name is Sam, my DOB is 10th-Aug-1987, I finished high school and I went to college after that to study computers, then I finished the 1st year(junior) and then after a hard work and studying I passed that year hardly..<br />Then I tried to change my college to another college because the other college closer to where I live and there is a girl I liked and I tried to be closer to her, so I tried my best to change, but God did what he wanted and I couldn’t go to any college because I went to this shitty job..<br />I became interpreter because the insurgents threaten my family at 11th-November-2006 and they told us to leave our houses, since that time I lost the college because the money I was going to pay to the college my dad spent it on our leave from our houses..<br />Since that time I felt like I get shot in my heart because everything gone, all my dad built for more then 50 years gone for nothing, all gone..<br />That’s why I told my dad that I’ll be interpreter, then my dad refused this idea but I kept asking him to get this job and he always saying no and the reason was because I’ll put my life in big danger for good, not only during this job and being a disloyal for my country for Iraq and other many reasons..<br />I’m not going to lie abut it but he was telling me that I’m going to help occupation forces and I was always telling him that they are not occupiers, the real occupiers are the insurgents because they occupied our houses and they made me to lose my future and being a loser..<br />And after daily asking my dad to get this job.. He accepted me to get this job and he told me: “lessen son, I’ll let you get this job not for the money but to teach how is the military life” he told me that while we were driving to somewhere, I remember all our conversations abut this job were in the car..<br />In the same time my friend Ford he was encouraging me to get this job because he wanted to be interpreter too..<br />Meanwhile we were trying to move what we can from our Dead House to our new house that we going to live in..<br />I was carrying some stuff in the car and driving by our Sunni neighbors and I was trying to keep my anger from them because everything was because of them, I really hate them because we were very good neighbors to them.. but they didn’t care, they just hate everyone he is Shia whatever who is he and what he is, they are cock suckers..<br />At 17th-Nov-2006 I singed the disloyal contract, I mean Titan contract after conversation test and security screenings..<br />I didn’t do writing test because I’ve done it already be4 more then year..<br />I used to go to titan just for fun, just to talk to Americans..<br />After 17th I used to call titan to ask them when is my flight to K.V.(Korean Village) and Ford was scared from calling them because he was getting confused when talks in the phone with American.. he doesn’t have self-confident.<br />At 21st-Nov me and Ford were in our dead house because supposedly our flight to Al-Assad and then to K.V was at 22nd and I wanted to spent my last night in Baghdad in our house, in my big room and around 6:30 to 7:00 at night(winter time) after the last prayer of the day we had fire from gunmen for about 5mins and they were yelling but I couldn’t understand what the fuck they were saying, me and Ford we were very scared and I went underneath my bed and I told Ford to get the fuck away from the windows and he went behind my bed and he were just like “Sam that’s what u wanted to be???” He was just cursing and blaming me because I insisted to spent the last night in our house..<br />Before we get the shots for a while Ford was calling his friends to say bye and he was crying just like a little girl and saying to his friends “I’m not going to forget you, I’ll be back and I love you dude, blah blah blah…”<br />I was just making fun of him and mean a while we get the shots and suddenly my cell phone ringed and I was just like oh my god its not the right time for ringing and then I just switched it off, it was my brother, then I turned the torch off so these bastards wont know which room we are..<br />After the fire stopped I told Ford to go down to my mom and dad’s room because its so deep down the house..<br />We went there and I brought my Dad’s AK47 to defend ourselves..<br />we went inside the room and we locked the door and we were waiting for anyone comes inside so I shot him or he shots me..<br />then I sent my brother an SMS and I told him we had attack me and Ford..<br />and I sent an SMS to Amy(the girl I like) I told her that we getting attack and the house classes breaking..<br />We had feeling that night won't be over but thanks God it was over peacefully…<br /></strong></div><div align="left"><strong>I've already talked abut it in old post, but here with more details.. </strong></div><div align="left"><strong></strong></div><div align="left"><strong>i'll keep posting a dairy that i've wrote during Aug. 2007..</strong></div><div align="left"><strong></strong></div><div align="left"><strong></strong></div><div align="left"><strong>Sam<br /></strong></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com15tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-26465048249435543062008-08-30T22:55:00.002+03:002008-08-30T23:07:01.918+03:00I HATE ****Hello everybody,<br />this post is totally diffrent from other posts..<br />this one im writing it and im full with anger..i just wanna say I HATE IRAQ, I HATE MOST OF THE IRAQIS which they r my fellow citizens..<br />i hate to be iraqi, sometimes i wished i born somewhere else not in this damn place iraq, but i stop wishin that cuz i might not find Amy somewhere else..<br />tonight something happened to me from a damn iraqis they call themselves Muslims, Arabs and a fuckin Iraqis and they in fact they r scum and trash..<br />i hate iraq and most of the iraqis cuz most of my ppl they r hypocrites, they r a damn double face, and fuckin liars..<br />Am so ashamed from wat im sayin but this is wat i feel and this is less wat i realy have in my heart now..<br />i knw when i'll calm down i wont regret for anything i said now in this post while im angry and so mad now..and the blog like vent to me so i can through out all the anger from my heart..<br />i just HATE IRAQ and most of the IRAQIS..<br />GOD i hate this PLACE and i cant get the hell out of this shit hole..<br />GOD plzzzzzz help me out..<br />tx everybody for sharing my feelings with me..Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-81729525453582053582008-07-14T11:22:00.000+03:002008-07-14T11:26:48.833+03:00My Trip Story Back to Work!!hello fellas,<br />As i did my trip story back home, now i'll do my trip story back to work..<br />I'll start here from the last day i was in college and it was at 3rd-July-08..<br />my last day at the college was cool, i realy spent good time with Amy and i wished that i'll keep seeing here and not goin back to work so i wont be absence for god knows howlong!!<br />then i gave Amy a ride to her home, and in the car i wanted the last day will be lil bit special and i wanted to hold her hand but she didnt let me!! it was kinda alright cuz i understand why she didnt let me holding her hands..<br />Amy's home far like 15 mins or less driving from the college, i told her i wish u live so far from college cuz we reach ur home in short time and i wish to spend more time with u..<br />we reached her home and she opened the car door and she told me I love u Sam and i cudnt answer her cuz i was feeling so happy and sad in the same time, happy cuz she said i luv u and sad cuz i knew i wont see her till god knows when!!<br />she went in her house and i drove my car and i cried lil bit cuz i missed her..<br />in the meantime i called my guys that i work with and i told them that i wanna go back at sunday but our CO (Commander Officer) said Sam shud be back at Saturday not Sunday, i said alright..<br />Anyways i reached home and at then i called Amy's dad and i told him that i wanna see him..he said alright..<br />at 6 p.m that day i went to see Amy's dad to tell him wat im going to do..<br />I told him im goin back to my work cuz i didnt find another job yet and we talked abut other things..I like Amy's dad he is so cool guy and i like his words and sometimes i wish i just stay talking to him over and over again..<br />He said alright Sam but becareful out there and we will be worry abut u..<br />i told him i'll be alright dont be worry, i wont do crazy things anymore lol..<br />at 3rd-July Amy gave me her phone#.. all the time since we got back together i didnt have her #..but she gave it to me that day..<br />and at 5th-July Amy called me for the 1st time since we got back together and we talked for hours and it was the happiest phone call i ever had..<br />At 5th July in the morning i had to be ready for leaving home..<br />i was packing my bags and then dad walked in my room and he said wat u doin? i told him packing my bags and getting ready to leave..<br />he said u not leaving, i was like dad u got be kidding..<br />then i got in argument with dad for like hour and then he said alright u can go but only one month and u'll never go back to that work!!<br />i told him am sorry i wont quit only if i have another well-paid job..<br />he said no u not goin again only this month!!<br />i told him i'll think abut it..<br />i had to leave at 1p.m and my step brother was goin to give me a ride..<br />then leavein time arrived and i had to say good bye to my family..<br />i huged my mom and i kissed her and i kissed her hands and i told her to pray for me..<br />i kissed dad too and i kissed his hands too..and i said bye to my sisters..<br />then i huged my sister's daughter and she is like 1year old and she like knew im leaving for long time.. she cried and she was huging me so hard, she never did that be4 to me..<br />i realy thank God so much for having such a nice family..<br />then i left home and me and my step brother headed to the base that i work and its like 2 hours far driving from my home without traffic-jam..<br />then i got to my outpost base..<br />i walked in and i met the officers and they were soooo happy for my coming back and they were like we so glad to have u back Sam, welcome back Sam..i was like thanx!!<br />i realy didnt expect that warm welcoming!!<br />but they realy need me thats why!!<br />Anyways the day after i wore the microwave uniform lol as i call it cuz the uniform is sooooo hot and the vest and the helmet...i was like Alright lets do this shit again and i wish i know when i'll stop wearing and doin this job!! and i started going out and doin missions..<br />thats pretty much all my trip story back to work!!<br /><br />Sam U.S Army TerpSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-81721897338436992532008-06-23T12:56:00.000+03:002008-06-23T12:57:56.361+03:00Who is the Interpreter?The INTERPRETER word means: translating thoughts, points, meanings and actions, but it doesn't mean translating literally!!<br /><br /><br />the interpreter is a communications bridge between the Coalition Forces and the Local Iraqis, without the interpreter they cant communicate with each other and bad things will happen cuz of the misunderstanding!!<br /><br /><br /><br />for example, I remember we were doing security operation in a city- west of Iraq, I was with my team. we were the strikers. and there were MET team( team deals with the Iraqi Army).. the MET team leader told his interpreter to call the IA's (Iraqi Army) through the radio and telling them to stay away from that house which we were getting fire from, cuz the air will bomb it...<br />the interpreter didn't understand what his team leader told him, but I was there and I heard what the team leader said...so the interpreter called the IA's and told them "hey the Americans say get in the house and detain the bad guys inside the house"..<br /><br />I heard him and I was like what the fuck r u tellin them???? Do u wanna kill them u stupid? he said "that what the team leader said!!" I said "call it off", then I asked the team leader what u just told him? he said "tell the IA's to be away from the house cuz the air will bomb it.." then the terp understood that he translated wrong and he almost kill IA's team by translating mistake...then he called the IA's again and told them "run far away from the house ASAP the air coming to bomb it.."<br /><br /><br /><br />then he thanked me and started crying cuz it was gonna be a really massacre to the IA's but thanks god I heard what the team leader said and what the terp translated..<br />my point is, there is a really good terps and there is ok terps and there is sux.. there is terps needs terps, we call them TNT, which is stands for Terp Needs Terp..<br /><br />the terp was so confused while he was translating cuz we were under fire. but his confusing almost killed the IA's!!<br />here I'm trying to define the interps and who r they and what r they and why they chose this job. I wont talk only about myself here but I'll talk abut other terps too..<br />the terps community is a mix of a lot and different classes of ppl, u can find terps from age 18 years old to 65 years and maybe more and from different life classes, like ppl used to be wealthy families or ppl poor and trying to be rich or ppl just want to live good and in peace.. u can find doctors, engineers and ppl still students and also u find ppl they haven't even graduated from high school and ppl even cant read or write Arabic or English!!..<br /><br /><br />I've never met an interpreter he really loves this job and he really wants to stay in it forever or something. they all have goals and most of the goals r two: gettin kinda good money, feeling safer at work more then at home cuz at work u know u r a target and u r ready to protect yourself but at home in any sec somebody can come and kill u..<br /><br /><br />there is a fact about terps and its we have to be LIARS so we can still survive, we cant say what is our real names, where we live exactly, what our phone# or anything can define or ID cuz the insurgents they will kill us if they know who we are and were we live. they wont only kill us, but they'll kill our families too..<br /><br />some of the terps used to work for the Security Companies or the KBR or something else for the Coalition Forces...<br />there is bad terps, like some of them worked for the insurgents but they r few, and most of them got caught by the CF..<br /><br /><br />there is another fact, I've never heard a terp says he works to help his country, I mean I heard some of them say it, but I bet them if they really mean it...<br />for myself I work for the money, money and revenge from insurgents and nothing else!!<br />I mean I love my country, but to be honest I'm not doing it for my country..<br />Through terps job, the terp help a loooot of ppl, not only by translating but by talking and explaining to Americans things they think wrong about Iraq and Iraqis..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />well I think that's pretty much abut WHO ARE THE INTERPRETERS? I hope its enough..<br />if u ppl have any question go ahead and ask me!!<br />Take care everybody..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sam Iraqi Local National TerpSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-67150315080457316462008-06-12T14:56:00.004+03:002008-06-16T19:17:07.086+03:00I REALY NEED ADVICES HERE, plzzzzz help me out!!hello everybody,<br /><br /><br /><br />this post gonna be kinda diffrent abut other posts and im writing it without checking the spelling, so anyways i just need here ADVICES from u ppl, cuz im realy in the middle of big trouble..and its:<br /><br /><br /><br />everybody knows abut me and Amy and howmuch i love her and in the same time howmuch she hurted me for no reasons in the past but now thanx god everything is cool, i know it aint cool like we were in the past 3 years, but its way better then the 4 months that we broke up and howmuch it destroied and ruined me physically and emotionaly!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyways but i still love Amy a real love and i think i know she do the same thing to me, but the problem is when i broke up with Amy i met another girls and girl calls Becky..<br /><br /><br /><br />Becky filled the emptieness i had in my heart cuz of Amy, and she is always trying to heal the wounds i had cuz of Amy..i used to tell Becky that i love her so much and blab blab bla... but the fact is i like Becky but i dont love her as much i love Amy and Becky knows that!!.. before Amy and me got back together i used to tell her that i love her more then Amy and i wish to marry her and she is my rescue angel, blab blab bla...<br /><br /><br /><br />then after i felt that i need to put end and give Amy last chance for us to be together again and she took it.. i told Becky abut wat happened and me and Amy we r back together and i made deals with her dad for the marriage after the graduation from college..<br /><br /><br /><br />Amy's dad wanted from me things that i shud do to have his daughter and i agreed and some of them was like, i shud promise him that i'll make her happy as long am breathing, finsh my college and get the degree, find a good well-paid job and small house that i own, besides that i already own car.. i agreed for wat Amy's dad asked from me cuz Amy to me is high price and she worth it..<br /><br /><br /><br />now lets talk abut Becky, Becky loves me more then i do, even she calls me for hours and hours from her own cellphone credit, she do watever i ask her to do, besides she said to me if i wanna marry her, she doesnt want anything just my degree and my real care and love to her...cuz she said her mom is a memeber in the iraqi parliament and she can get me a well paid job..but i rejected Becky cuz i love Amy not Becky and howmuch i tried hard to hate Amy and loving Becky i cudnt do it!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyways at June-12-08 Becky sent me SMS and she told me that she loves me so much and she wish we cud be one day one person and live together for the rest of our life!!, then i sent her SMS to make her SMS looks fun and not being seriuos, i told her, cool why u dont come and ask for my hand from my parents?lol.. i just tried to make it looks funny and she is not serious and im not taking it seirously!!<br /><br />but the fact is she mean it and thats the big problem!!<br /><br />Now ppl plz tell me, wat i got to do with Becky?<br /><br />I chosed Amy, and i know Amy is so high price to have and she needs alot of hard work from me to do the promises that i gave to her dad..not like Becky..cuz as i said Becky's family wants only my degree and real luv to thier daughter..<br /><br />I chosed hard work, jade, pain, sacrifice and my heart by chosing Amy..<br /><br />I didnt chose my mind, thats why i didnt chose Becky the daughter of the parliament's memeber!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Fellas now i want ur help in a nice way to get Becky away, i dont want hurt Becky and i dont want cheat on Amy but still having relationship with Becky, besides, Amy told me that i got to cut off all my not normal relationships with other girls icluding Becky and the other 2 girls I know, cuz thats mean i wont be Semper Fidelis(Always Faithful) to Amy..<br /><br /><br /><br />I got email from a friend of mine, (i hope she is reading my post now) advicing me and she encourged me to cut off all my relationships with other girls and just getting long with Amy..cuz that calls cheating on Amy..and if i still with Becky or any other girl besides Amy, me and Amy wont last for ever..and i dont want this happen, i want Amy forever, ONLY AMY, thats why im breaking up with others..<br /><br />Please advice me, breifly, I need to break up with Becky in nice way cuz i cant keep hanging Becky in hopes and wishes cant be true, like me and her we cud be something one day!! it aint gonna happen and i dont want hurt Becky..<br /><br />so wats the DEAL with that?Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com13tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-7466464015057877182008-06-08T13:37:00.001+03:002008-06-08T13:39:39.849+03:00My trip on the way back home!!Hello fellows,<br /><br /><br />I'll start from the day I left my outpost FOB ( Forward Operation Base) to the day I went to my college..<br /><br />Here we go:<br /><br /><br />I supposed to go to the big base on the 10th of May in a convoy but on 9th they told me there is no convoy coming on 10th but it'll be next day.. I said ok.. on 10th the DOD interpreter came and told me Sam the convoy is here why don’t u go with them?<br /><br />I was so surprised, then he went to the TOC ( Technical Operations Center) asking about my convoy, he was told that if Sam wants to go with them he got only 15 mins left cuz they r about to leave, or tomorrow we will get a platoon going to the big base..<br /><br />Then the DOD interpreter came and told me what was going on and I said yea tomorrow cool cuz I don’t really want to go with this convoy cuz it'll take from 2 to 4 hours to get to the big base.. but if I go with my guys it won't take may be just one hour..<br />In the meantime I asked the DOD interpreter I want do one more last mission before I go home, today or tomorrow before I leave.. he said no Sam I do want u to go home to ur family and u r tired from missions, I want u to relax and have rest..<br />I was like come on man its gonna be last mission till god knows when I'll do missions again.. he kept saying No.. I was like OK!<br />Anyways at that night my new girlfriend ( I call her Becky) called me after midnight..<br />I told her hey babe don’t worry abut me in the next few days I'll be gone for sometime and the place where im gonna be has no network coverage.. I told her I'm goin home babe.. hopefully I'll fly as soon I get to the big base to the IZ( International Zone) and I told her to pray for me also.. we talked for like more then 3 hours but as usual the network was sucks..<br />Next day I was supposed to go with my guys to the big base at 1900.. I spent the morning bullshitting with the other interpreters and then me and B.( interpreter) went to the Gym to work out.. I really like B. he is good interpreter he is like 26 years old and he is cool..<br />There is something that I haven't said it before and its I'm so good in imitation.. I can talk like the rappers and the Mexican.. sometimes when I want to laugh with interpreter, I talk like hey motha fucka, where is my shit nigga? Hey ya'll, get the fuck outta my face homo.. man give me my shit maaaan.. and I act and move my hands and walk like them.. so I look so funny.. the interpreter say Sam we just need to paint u in black and u'll look like the rappers.. lol. beside it my accent is deep American accent..<br />Anyways at abut 1700 I was walking out my room and I saw LT Os. And he asked me Sam how u doing? I told him I'm good sir what abut yourself? He said "good", then he said "u still having nightmares?" I said "no thanks god, I'm having wet dreams and its way better then nightmares lol"..<br /><br />* he asked me if I still having nightmares cuz one morning he came to my room and then tried to wake me up for a mission and I was sleeping and have a really bad dream and it was in my dream we were out doing a patrol and then the insurgents kidnapped me and they were trying to kill me, I had this nightmare maybe 4 times..<br />and then the LT came to wake me up and he was Sam we got a mission, u need to be ready in 30 mins.. then I panicked and I kept saying no not me no not me.. he was like Sam r u alright? Then I told him: me no not me and then I pointed at other interpreter bed that he suppose to go out in this mission as we made a deal a night before..<br />then at the next day I had met the LT Os. Telling him " Sir I'm sorry about what happened that morning I was having nightmare that’s why I was looking strangely..<br />then he said "its ok but what was your nightmare?" then I told him my nightmare.. that’s why he asks my about dreams every time he sees me..<br /><br />Anyways me and other interpreter talked to the LT for like more then 30mins and it was an interesting conversation, we were talking about the new unit that was taking over his unit and what stupid things they've done cuz they are new, like missing roads and they miss the way from the JSS to the FOB.. and when he is going home….etc. I really liked LT Os.<br />Then I went to take a shower and getting ready to leave..<br />I said bye to the interpreters and I told them I'm gonna miss u fellas, and I want to stay here and I don’t want stay.. I want stay here cuz I like to be here cuz I earned so many things here and I don’t want stay here cuz I got to do my final college exams..<br />They told me Sam u will be leaving or we will kick ur ass, u have to do ur exams, ur future is more important then anything..<br />I really like the interpreters and soldiers over there but at the beginning I disliked them and I had some troubles with them.. but they are good with me most of the time..<br />I went and said bye to the soldiers I know and the old soldiers that they didn’t leave yet..<br />I went to vehicles park and I asked the patrol leader which vehicle I'll be in? he said the MRAP.. I put my bags in the MRAP and I sat there asking myself, " U'll come back to this place again Sam or that’s enough for ur interpreter's soul walk?" I didn’t find the answer but I'll sometime in future!!..<br />Our SP ( Start Patrolling) time should be at 1900 but some stupid reasons from the new unit like they had a radio broke down and they couldn't find a gun for the gunner made us late.. we left at 2000..<br /><br />In our way to the big base we had to stop by the JSS to drop off some things.. they missed the way to the JSS and I lead them to the JSS.. I was like god how the hell they're gonna reach the big base at night time and simply they missed the JSS??!!!<br />Plus the soldiers in the MRAP didn’t know how to use the headsets and I taught them how to use them!!! One of them said that’s cool the interpreter knows things more then we do!! And we don’t know how to use the headsets!!<br />Anyways we reached the big base at 2120..<br />Once I got in the base I went to L3 office to get my pay..<br />I took my pay for April and it was 1350$ and he said right? I was like Yes but if u want pay me more than that it will be so nice of u.. then he said yea Sam, u wish lil buddy..<br />Then I went to my POC ( Point Of Contact) to arrange for me a flight to the IZ.. I went to his office and he was not there and they told me to wait he might be back anytime soon..<br />I sat there and waiting and then a soldier came start making a conversation with me..<br />Like where u from and how old I'm…the normal Americans favorite questions..<br />He was so interesting about the Iraqi history and he asked me what is the difference between Shiite and Sunni? I told Shiite follow the prophet Mohamed's family and the Sunni follow the prophet Mohamed's friends, that’s pretty much what is the different..<br />Anyways then the POC didn’t show up and then they had to take me to the tent that I was supposed to spent the night in.. he asked me if I know where the tent was at, I told him the interpreters tent closed, but I think I have to go to a transit tent to spent the night over there..<br /><br /><br /><br />He asked me if I remember where the old interpreters tent at so we go to check..<br />We went there and I walked to the tent at night time and it was kind of dark!!<br />I was trying to open the tent door and I noticed a note on the door says "Females Tent".. I was like damn!! I wished that I walked in and I didn’t see the note, but I'll get myself in trouble for doing that..<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyways we went looking for the transit tent and finally we found it..<br />I walked in the transit tent and I saw in the 1st bed someone looks exactly like my cousin, I was like shit!!<br />Then I just start talking and asking him abut normal things, like who he work for and…..etc. he is a cool dude his name was H., he was my close friend for the 3 days I spent in the main Camp..<br />We went to the Chow Hall and we had the mid night chow..<br />Then we went to sleep and the tent was so cold.. I didn’t have blanket, so I had a freezing night.. I covered my body with a mattresses so I got lil bit warm.. then few soldiers walked in the tent and they were looking for a beds..<br />They came by my bed and they saw 2 matrices and I was between them!! But they didn’t realize that I was sleeping between them.. one of them lifted the upper mattress and he saw me and he was like.. Oops Sorry man, I didn’t know there is somebody here!!, then I laughed and all the soldiers laughed too, I said its alright just let me continue my dream dude with freezing night ..lol<br />It was really bad freezing night I couldn't sleep for a complete hour and in the next day I had cold.. cuz its freaking cold at night and freaking hot at day time..<br />Anyways at the next day, I told the terps, hey I wanna f**k a girl or bitch for money..<br />Then one of the terps told me hey Sam u serious about it? I said yea man, I've never f**cked be4, I still virgin and I wanna taste it..<br /><br />He said ok, I know a black Ugandan girl, she gives f**k for 20$..<br />Then I thought about it, and I was like Sam for the first time in ur life u sleep with girl and u'll do it with Black Ugandan!!!?? Sam its ok if she is Black American girl but not Ugandan!!.. what the hell I'm gonna tell anybody asks me, with who I slept for the first time in my life or who I gave my virginity?.. dude, no I'm not gonna do that with Black Ugandan!!!.. f**k that!!.. I'd rather to stay virgin then sleeping with this bitch..<br />Then I said any white chick okay or black American girl, ok too..<br />But I couldn’t find any white chick or black American cuz I was so sick and I didn’t have enough time to find girl or bitch to sleep with..<br />Anyways I still virgin till this second and cuz im back with Amy, I wont lose my virginity, cuz I promised myself if I'm with Amy I wont do that, but with another girl I'll do it.. that’s why I tried to lose my virginity back then..<br />Then in the 3 days I was at the camp I met a lot of interpreters and none of them believed that I'm virgin cuz I talk to much about these things and I did nothing and do nothing!!! lol..<br />Anyways I met one of the interpreters and he works Civil Affairs (ppl incharge of contracts).. I just met him and he asked me, Sam where u originally from? I told him Baghdad, he said I mean from Syria or Jordan? I told him No, im Iraqi and all my family r Iraqis.. he said Oh, but u talk broken Iraqi accent.. I told him yea cuz I used to be for along time with Americans and I almost forgot the Iraqi accent..<br /><br />This man was talking about contracts and he told me Sam, be4 a while I translated a contract and I had good commission cuz I told the contractor I wont let the Americans agree on ur contract if u don’t give me some of ur benefits...<br />Yea ppl let me be so honest some of the interpreters who work for Civil Affairs get a lot of money by this way.. some of them make deals with the Americans and share the money they get from the contractor with the Americans.. If the interpreter didn’t do that and he got caught by Americans, they'll send him to jail to the rest of his life…<br />Even if I work with the Civil Affairs I might do that!! I know its not good, but that’s just to be 100% in my all posts, even there is things wrong about me, I don’t care I'll post them all..<br /><br />I had the chance to do that but I didn’t do it, cuz I said to myself just do ur job, that’s it and don’t think about other things.. so I didn’t do it..<br />Anyways in one of the nights I was there, there were a party and the soldiers singing, singing songs they have in their minds, just any soldier wanna sing he just walk to the stage and sing his song, I was in the tent and I heard the music and I heard soldier singing Linkin Park "In The End" then I thought in doing that too, I wanted to sing Hinder "Better Than Me" and dedicate it to Amy..<br /><br /><br /><br />I just wanted some1 to tell me go Sam and sing, but nobody motivated me, I told H. hey I'm goin over there to sing, he said no Sam lets go to the Chow Hall better then singing, I was like dude just motivate me, I wanna sing!!...<br />I didn’t sing that night and I regret cuz I did not!! Before I went to sleep I thought in wat I did all the day and wat I wanted to do and I didn’t do.. and I regret for not singing.. but I promise myself next time I see party I'll sing and I will not need for motivations!!..<br /><br />I spent most of 3 days at the base with H., I remember once we went to the MWR and we were playing foosball and then a soldier came and he said he wants to play with the winner, I told him alright I give up, hey H. play the dude and kick his ass..<br />Then I told the soldier hey if u lose u gonna pay us 200$ and if u win u'll pay 300$ alright?? lol..<br />Then the soldier said no damn way, lol!! He said losing not in my system.. I was like NOOO buddy losing from today in ur system and H. gonna put it in ur system..<br />Then really H. won 2 games and the soldier won only one game..<br />That was fun I didn’t stop making fun of the soldier, then the soldier got pissed and told me: Sam lets play u and me? I told him I'm not good in foosball but I can play ping pong and I promise u, I'll kick ur ass, lol..<br />Then we went to the TV room and we saw only a male soldier with female soldier watching a movie and the lights were off...<br />We walked in the TV room to see what they were doing, we saw them holding each other and the soldier was messaging the female soldier legs!! I was like Oh yea H. and I told H. in Arabic hey do u want to f**k with them? He said how? I told him I'll tell the female hey if u don’t let me sleep with u, we'll witness u and the soldier doing these things here and u'll get a lot of trouble for that? I told him H. what do u think? He said sounds cool, but Sam she's black and u don’t want to lose ur virginity with black girl right? I told him yea I don’t want to… alright then f**k it… lets get the hell outta here!!<br /><br /><br />Anyways at the 3rd night I was about to fly out, myself and other interpreter his name was D…<br />And thanks god we made it out, POC (Point Of Contact) took us to the L.Z (Land Zone) and he asked the guy who was in charge of flights to get for us 2 space seats..<br />The flight at 2100 and we just sat there hanging out and bullshitting, myself, D., my POC and the flights soldier..<br /><br /><br /><br />Then the soldier saw my lil guitar and asked me is that urs Sam? I told him yes, I'm gonna be the Iraqi Rock star lol.. he said alright so I want to take a pic with u Sam for the future, I told him how much u pay me for the pic lol? Cuz there'll come a day and it'll be worth it and u'll be the 1st American taken pic with Sam the Rock star, lol… well I'll be generous with u and I'll give u my signature, lol… then we were laughing so loud… then the hellos showed up, and then we told our POC thanks for all ur help Sgt. Wish us good luck in our exams and our leave..<br />I like my POC he's cool, he made me sign my time sheet before I leave and he gave me, 26 paid days.. he shouldn't have given me 26 days, but 20 days only for leave but he was new in this position so he doesn’t know that much about leave days and time sheets beside that I didn’t tell him cuz that mean more money for me!! Plus he wont lose any dime from his pocket!! <br />Anyways we flew to the IZ and something very strange happened on the way to the IZ and it was that the helo stopped over a civilians house in the city for like 3 or 4 mins.. I was like oh shit the pilot goin to land on this house roof!! Sam u r fucked up, we r under attack.. we were all scared!!<br />Then the pilot kept flying and till now I don’t know what happened over there and why the pilot did that, but it was scary though!! I thought for a while that the pilot hates the interpreters and he is gonna drop us off in this house!! Cuz there were only interpreters in the helo..<br />But thanks god I was totally wrong!!<br /><br />Anyways we reached the IZ peacefully after like 50 mins flying..<br />Once we got in IZ the Titan girl came to pick us up.. she was black hot girl and u can see lil bit from her breast, lol!!!<br />D. the interpreter is a goofy boy I like him, he kept telling me hey Sam look at her breast!! She is hot!!..<br />Then we reached Titan's building and we went to the tent and trying to sleep but we couldn't sleep cuz we were just thinking about the next morning and getting the hell out of IZ and getting home ASAP!!<br /><br />I sent SMS to Becky, I told her hey I'm at the IZ and then she called and I talked to her for like an hour!!<br />Then I called my friend to tell him to get me from the IZ tomorrow morning but he couldn't come cuz his car was broken down!!<br />I called dad and I told my Dad im gonna tell u something but don’t tell the family about it ok? He said yea ok what is it? I told him Dad im at the IZ and I need you to come and pick me up tomorrow morning, he said ok but I got to give ur brother a ride cuz he is going to the Omrah ( something like pilgrimage to Mecca)..<br />I told him its ok but don’t be late and don’t tell anybody im coming home, he said ok!!<br /> <br /><br /> <br />There were no blankets at the tent, so D. and me went to the females tent to get blankets cuz there is always blankets over there!!<br />D. walked in the females tent and say a female terp inside and he was like Oh! Damn Sorry, I'm really sorry!! She was like its ok, then we walked away and I was laughing and then she said hey do u guys know where is Antonio? Then D. turned around to her and told her, we don’t know him but I can be in Antonio's shoes if u need anything?!! She was like no thanks..<br />Then I told D. u crazy mother f**ker u r trying to get laid with her?? He was like why not? Hey Sam what do u think? Why was she looking for Antonio and its after midnight now?? Ha? I told him yea she wants to get banged!!<br /><br /><br />Then we couldn't sleep and we just sat in the garden, smoking and drinking Pepsi..<br />then we went to sleep and I couldn't sleep for only maybe like 3 hours cuz I was thinking too much of home, Amy and Becky!!<br />Next morning we left the IZ and we walked out of it.. then I waited for dad somewhere close to the IZ, then my dad came with my lil sis, I saw dad and he had the seat belts on, I was like Dad u start taking safety lessons or what, lol?!! Then I hugged and kissed him..<br />When I saw my lil sis with dad I knew everybody at home knew im coming back home so it won't be surprise like every time I do in the other vacations..<br />Then I drove the car and I said its been long time babe I didn’t drive a car, 2 damn months no driving!!<br />We reached home and I saw mom at the home door and she was crying from happiness and kissed her and I kissed her hands… and I saw my other sisters and I hugged them too..<br />Then they all asked me, Sam r u going back again to ur job?? I was like hey I just got back!! And I don’t know if I'm goin back or no!!<br />Mom said I hope u wont!!<br />Anyways, after greeting my family I went to greet my best friend, my car!! And I kissed the hood and I was like its been long ass time bitch I didn’t screw u!!<br />Then I turned the engine on and I went to buy some clothes, to get ready for the college!!<br />I spent the first night at home thinking about if I'm gonna tell Amy that I am back home or not? then I said No, dude she is gone, she is from the past!!<br />I think that’s pretty much all my trip story and if I remember something else I'll edit this post and post it with it..<br /><br /><br /><br /> SamSamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-57289212576648721442008-05-20T10:22:00.003+03:002008-05-31T23:24:02.904+03:00The Most Shocking Day In My Life, Please I NEED COMMENTS here!!Hello people,<br /><br /><br />On **-May-08 ( I don’t want to say which day it was, I just want to keep it for myself).<br />Something happened to me was very shocking and made me feel so damn bad, even the feeling I had was worse than the day when my family got threatened and worse than the day that those mother fuckers burned our house and its worse than when I felt so many times I am almost dead…<br /><br /><br />The most shockingly day to me is when I was at the college and I saw Amy walking with someone, she was always talking bad about that person, she used to say he is so fat and he doesn’t respect her and she dislikes him..<br /><br /><br />Yea people, I saw Amy walking with someone alone in the college and she saw me and she just said hi and smiled..<br />I've tried to act like I don’t give a damn fuck abut she and I really did but how much stress I had, I bled from my nose cuz I had hypertension that day!<br /><br /><br /><br />The day before that I saw her for the first time when I returned after 2 months absence, she was walking alone and I was walking alone also, then she was in my way and I was thinking should I say hi to her or not? then I said fuck it, tell her hi.. I told her hello Amy, and then she turned around and looked at me and she was like H-H-HHHello Sam, I told her " take it easy and take a breath" she was like when did u come back? I told her 2 days ago but I just came to the college today, then she said what's wrong with your voice? I told her I got flu, then I told her all right c ya, bye..<br /><br /><br /><br />She wanted to keep talking to me but I didn’t want to give her more chances to hurt me and reliving the memories of the old days, then I walked away and she did also, I won't let u to hurt me anymore Amy, I AM FUCKIN WON'T LET U..<br /><br />at that day she didn’t look pretty she was normal and she had her Maroon jacket on, but the next day when I saw her with that fat ass boy, she looked nice, she had a beautiful make up on her eyes as I used to tell her and she wore a black body shirt, I used to tell her the black looks beautiful on u..<br /><br /><br />The most shocking think is when we broke up she told me Sam I can't walk with boys anymore alone or sitting together alone.. but on **-May-08 I saw her with him ALONE walking together.. she is a LIAR, CHEATER, DEVIL and UNFAITHFUL..<br /><br />For all what she's done to me, if she wanted to come back to me, I'll take her back but she got to apologize and answer my questions and tell me it was not her who did all that to me..<br />Anyways after like 45 minutes I left the college and in the meantime my girlfriend(I call her Becky) called me, she was asking me how was I doing? I told her Becky with no offence, all the girls cheaters and liars.. she laughed and said "Sam not all".. and she asked me anything happened between Amy and u? I told her what I've seen.. she said "she just want to piss u off and don’t worry about it and live your life and smile".. I told her yea u right and its ok cuz God is unfair with me, so how the fuck I except she could be fair with me??!!..<br /><br /><br /><br />Then Becky kept sending me SMS's with jokes trying to comfort me, I really like Becky she is cool but I'm lying to her, I keep telling that I love her but I really don’t and the problem is she loves me.. I'm thinking in telling her the truth once I get over Amy 100%..<br /><br />I'd like to talk lil bit abut Becky, she is 19 years old she lives in the Green Zone, her mom divorced, and her mom works as a Senator in the Iraqi Senators Council..<br /><br /><br />She is beautiful blonde and she is so open minded girl.. she hates Muslims like I do.. we got things in common like loving the Foreign Music.. she helped me a lot in forgetting and not caring about Amy.. but I'm a bad dude I always lie to her in telling her I love u and blah blah blah..<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyways I got back home and I slept without eating my launch for like 2 hours and then my cousin called me and said: hey Sam when the hell we are going to hang out? I told him I'll be at your house in 30mins..<br /><br /><br />I had my launch and then fired my engine and headed to my cousin.. then I told him bro I want to be wasted and feeling high tonight.. he said YEA that’s what I'm talking about..<br />We went to smoke Hookah (Nergielah), and it was the 1st time I smoke it since a year..<br />I put a drugs pill inside my hookah and start smoking it and it’s the first time I do such a thing like this, I was high as fuck, I couldn’t walk good and I couldn’t talk right.. I was really lost.. and I forgot totally abut all the pain in my heart... it made me feel so damn good..<br />The problem we got in is I had to drive back home for like more than 30 minutes driving to home.. I washed my face so many times and I drank a hot tea.. then I told my cousin hey mother fucker open your eyes with me I don’t wanna hit my car asshole.. he said yea damn fuck just drive slow..<br /><br /><br /><br />I drove like a crazy I was messing with people walking on the pavements and scaring the shit out of them.. then finally we got home safely, we entered the house at 9:30pm and its too late in Baghdad..<br />Then I had my dinner and then start playing in my small guitar trying to express my sadness and misery..<br />Becky called me at about midnight and I talked to her till 530 AM and then I slept for only one hour, I didn’t tell her I'm going to college in the morning, I just told her too late, then she said I'm so sorry Sam and she called again to wake me up then I went to college.. I went to college and I was sleepy and tired as fuck..<br />At 20-May-08 I saw Amy at the college with another boy alone too..<br />after that i saw her alone and then i went to talk to her, i told her may i talk to u for lil bit? she said why?i said just a few words to say and i dont need answer from u.. she said wat u want? i told her " nice fat ass boyfriend, and i wish u a miserable life with him.." she said wat boyfriend?? then i just turned around and faded away.. i felt so good when i told her that cuz i cudnt keep it in my heart..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'll play last 2 songs for u Amy..1st one is The Last Song I'm Wasting For You, for Amy lee(EVANESCENCE) <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPNArAVAeGM" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPNArAVAeGM</a> … and Arabic Iraqi Song for Haitham Yusif, Kadhabah (Liar), if u watch this video clip u'll see the same thing what happened to me.. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY8CJ19u4LI" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY8CJ19u4LI</a> ..its the song u gave it to me Amy and u said u can't be ever a liar to me as the song says. But this is what u r now!! A god damn LIAR!!<br /><br /><br /><br />Amy I just have one question, in the past 3 years were there lies and acting or u really loved me and liked me? I know I'll never get an answer and I'll never go and ask her, cuz she'll hurt me again.. u just so pretty in your PAIN..<br />I found my way out and I'll never need u again.. but I MISS U Amy, I miss u to DEATH..<br />But I tell myself I'm not missing u, I hope you are missing me and realizing how much I was good with u and how much u hurt me!!Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com40tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-1037971353722347402008-05-14T09:44:00.000+03:002008-12-12T04:32:30.002+03:00Guess who?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_3_q6izVAh_zu_IY73RpcPdh6kzxMACDZSxrjThIDLhMcqf2VmXZgkYamrZspO9_0ha_vqGwTNMsDhf26h8yVq6uA9RnQyCtlrQaLoRS26XoaFMW0J5GUTiYnpo3q5RbAUC2L5At0Ksg/s1600-h/Sam.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5200121525180084226" style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_3_q6izVAh_zu_IY73RpcPdh6kzxMACDZSxrjThIDLhMcqf2VmXZgkYamrZspO9_0ha_vqGwTNMsDhf26h8yVq6uA9RnQyCtlrQaLoRS26XoaFMW0J5GUTiYnpo3q5RbAUC2L5At0Ksg/s400/Sam.JPG" border="0" /></a> <font face="times new roman" size="4">Who would have thought that I would be involved in such an action like that?</font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4">Did I feel safe when I carried those two rifles? Or scared?</font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"> </font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4">Folks,</font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"> <br />This is me holding the gun.. u know what I didn't know what was I thinking I just wanted to hold 2 guns and cover all my face so I would look like the gangsters, it was inside the guarding tower which we always get shot at, and I really love to be there cuz action happens there and I love action. LOL</font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4"></font><br /><font face="times new roman" size="4">See you after Exams :)<br /> </font>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-46435764748822784042008-05-07T12:28:00.001+03:002008-05-08T10:39:48.072+03:00Americans most favorite questions to the interpreters<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">Hello all,</span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">I brought bunch FAQ that I and other interpreters get from Americans…but I attached my answers only regarding my point of views!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><p><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">1. How old r u?</span></p><p><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></p><p><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">2. Where r u from</span><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">?<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">3. What’s ur real name?</span></p><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">4. Why did u pick up this nickname?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">5. Why do you wear a mask, to cover ur face? </span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">6. Do you have a girlfriend? R you virgin? If not, how many times u've had sex and with whom? Do Iraqis eat the front and the back of the girl?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">7. Do u drink alcohol &do u smoke weed?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">8. Can u get us a bitch or do u know a whore house here? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">9. Why do u work as an interpreter?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">10. do u like ur work?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">11. do u feel that u r a disloyal like the local national people call u? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">12. do u think now is better or Saddam's time was better?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">13. Why do Iraqis know only specific words in English such as:- </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">14. Mister, Madam, Football, Chocolate and give me?</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">15. Do u feel safe and secure while u r working with us?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">16. Ain't u scared from death? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">17. R u proud to be Iraqi and a Muslim? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">18. do u want to go to the States? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">19. Is ur job as an interpreter helps u to go to the States?<br />when are u going home?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">20. Why u dont join the Iraqi Army?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">21. why do Iraqis get scared from telling us abut the bad guys?</span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:130%;"><strong>Here are My answers</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:130%;"><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />Absolutely there is difference between my answers and other interpreters' answers..</span></div> <div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">1. I always say how old u think? they say like 22 or 23..i say negative i'm 20 years and I'll be 21 next August</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">2. From Baghdad</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">3. I always say my real name and my nickname is my real name too cuz Sam is short for my long name. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">4. I wont say my long name here!! </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">5. so the Iraqis won't recognize me and snipe me when I get home and kills me and kill my family cuz am a terp</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">6. I usually say yes I have girlfriend but to be honest "a girlfriend' term doesn't mean what it means in the States, well I used to have a girlfriend but we broke up recently. To be so honest, yes I'm virgin but I say no I'm not. I say I had sex only twice in my life cuz our customs is hard in Iraq and its not easy to sleep with a girl and u got to sleep with her from the back so she can still virgin!! I say for myself I do and I like to do it but I don't know about other ppl!!..(but in the fact I'm virgin and I feel lil bit shame to say virgin to Americans cuz they'll think I'm weird or something!! </span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>* </strong>I remember once we were bullshitting and one of the soldiers who is 23 years said he is virgin and I was like thanks god I'm not the only virgin here!! then everybody turned to me and they said "Sam u r a virgin??" I was like FUCK NO dawg im just kidding lol!!)<br /></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">7. They love asking do u know where is the whore house? I always say dude if I know where is it at I won't stay here with u, u'll find me there having fun while u here beating off ur meat..<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">8. No I don't drink and I don't do drugs but I'll when I get the hell out of this place!!<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">9. I work cuz I need money and I want to revenge from the insurgents cuz they fucked up my life and I hate them to death. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">10. I don't really like it cuz I hate military life.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">11. After the invasion I said thanks god there is no more Saddam army, I don't have to be in the army anymore, but now I'm working with the hardest military in the world US Army and US Marines!!..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">12. No, I feel proud for what I'm doing cuz I'm doing this to myself and to my family and I'm not ashamed from what I'm doing cuz I'm convinced that I'm not doing wrong thing, I'm just a guy wants to have a nice life, that's all!!<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">13. to be honest, Saddam's time was way better to me and to my family, cuz in his time there was security and no1 fucks with u only if u fuck with Saddam's govt. so if u wanted live in peace just stay away from Saddam and his men but now u got to stay away from the whole Iraq to be in peace..<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">14. I don't really know why these words r the only ones they know, next time we stop by some1 ask me to ask him, why most of the Iraqis know only these words?<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">15. yes I do, sometimes not really but I force myself to believe I'm safe with u guys so I can have full self-confidence of myself..<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">16. Dude I'm dead long time ago, since we left our houses and my life got fucked up, so im not really scared and sometimes I pray to die, seriously I do, I feel the death walks with me and so many times I felt the death angel walks in front of my sight, specially when we get clashes and gunfight, I see my life flashes in my eyes and when I really feel am so close to death, i say God plz I don't want to die yet for heaven and my mom's sake, after everything goes well I just feel how much life is priceless and it is worth to live, just when I taste the death I feel the good flavor of the life, then I wish and fight just to stick alive..<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">17. Frankly? sometimes I feel I'm not proud to be a Muslim or Iraqi for all the wrong things I see during this job from ppl calling themselves Muslims. so I don't feel proud to be a Muslim and there are ppl like these bastards Muslims too. honestly I hate Muslims but I don't hate Islam, cuz Muslims nowadays don't follow the real Islam. yea sometimes I don't feel proud to be Iraqi either and a Muslim, I'm sorry for myself..<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">18. hell yea every1 in the world wants to go the states, dude anywhere BUT here!!.<br /></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">19. no not really, it'll if I'm lucky enough but I'm not that lucky. I don't know really when, but I think when I put my plans in time and I get enough money to do something that I want to do like college issues.<br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">20. I hate military life, I hate to be told hey do this do that, even as an interpreter but I'm doing it not forever just till I get enough and find another civilian job..<br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">21. I think because Iraqis think that Americans do all the bombs and they in charge of killing the innocents or something like this. that is what I hear of course, some of them don't report because they are the family of those insurgents, or because they are poor and getting paid by the bad guys in order not to tell…who knows!<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;">I know I might hurt some people through my answers and my concepts but I promised that I'll say only the truth about myself in my blog even if it makes me look bad person or whatever..<br />As I always say, I'm not ashamed to be the person who I'm today no matter what people think how bad or good I'm. its just me, myself, its just Sam!!..<br /></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:130%;"></span></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com17tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-27052220429676362062008-04-27T10:04:00.001+03:002008-12-12T04:32:30.168+03:00NO COMMENT!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirukzBj_pLkwszA49INnRJMxnefnbQxp6ppbG1O2a2mXVFW1WEkwLtE9k6lSF6foEZpV599yI4nClzu6Rf5kYhF9e59v0KBjk5baFeOKP9jWwsl0gN5HblK854s20Uwx5-0WYmDzlPvUY/s1600-h/no+comment!.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5193818546947309490" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEirukzBj_pLkwszA49INnRJMxnefnbQxp6ppbG1O2a2mXVFW1WEkwLtE9k6lSF6foEZpV599yI4nClzu6Rf5kYhF9e59v0KBjk5baFeOKP9jWwsl0gN5HblK854s20Uwx5-0WYmDzlPvUY/s400/no+comment!.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div align="center"></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-19529636050495855632008-04-23T10:45:00.001+03:002008-04-23T10:51:55.918+03:00My story with: Leave Out All The Rest (LINKIN PARK)..Someday in September 2007, I was out on a mission in the desert and for me it was the first mission after I came back from leave. the mission was for 5 days as I went on this mission I didn't have the chance to tell my family or Amy via email: hey I'll be gone for sometime so u guys don't be worry abut me..<br /><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">Anyways during the mission I was so worry cuz I know my family and Amy expecting an email from me everyday. but I was out there in desert in the middle of NOWHERE..<br />so the last night I had in desert I was in high level of thinking about my family and Amy worries..<br />Before I sleep I was listening to LINKIN PARK and right before I slept I kept replaying "Leave Out All The Rest" cuz the words were matching my situation. So I kept playing this song over and over again till I passed out..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">After that I had a dream and it was:-<br />I was out on a mission, Amy and my family were so worry about me cuz they didn't hear anything from me and I knew they were so worry..<br />I am still in my dream, once I came back from my mission I went to check my email and I found that I had 2 emails from Amy, I went back home on leave, when I reached home I saw a looooot of people in my house with my family but the house was not the same one we live in…anyways I went there and I saw Amy, she was crying and then she hugged me and told me why did I disappear? and why did not I tell them?<br />She said: we've been so worry about you. I told her Am sorry I had mission to do it was out of my hand. Then she said: u are not going back to this work and I won't let u…I told her I'm sorry I have to…she said NO we are going to get married and I won't let u go back to this work cuz I don't want to be worry about your absence anymore, I want u to stay here..<br />Later, we walked out the house and there were a looooot of airplanes from different kinds in front the house in an open field, Amy and I were watching the airplanes flying and landing while hugging each other..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">My family and everybody were happy for me and Amy. I told her ok Amy I'll find another job so I can spend most of the time with u..</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><br />The end of the dream</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">I woke up the next day and I was just praying to get back to the camp ASAP so I can send emails to my family and Amy telling them I'm ok.<br /> I was trying to keep the dream in mind so I won't forget it cuz I really liked the dream..<br />We headed back, I just saw something that I'll never ever forget and it was what I had in my dream, became true. As I was checking my emails, there were 2 emails from Amy!! one after one just like in the dream, she was worry about me, that's why she sent 2 emails. I was like wow!!.. oh my goodness!!. its true Sam, part of the dream is true dude!!</div><div align="left"><br />Now I just want u guys to listen to this song and tell me what u think abut it.. its MATCHING MY DREAM!!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">The link for the song is <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Km-WN1kLe44" target="_blank">here</a> ...</div><br /><div align="left"><br />enjoy listening..<br /> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="left">I dreamed I was missing. You were so scared. But no one would listen. Cause no one else cared. After my dreaming. I woke with this fear. What am I leaving!!??.. When I'm done here?? .....etc.<br />it just shows my LIFE perfectly..</div><div align="left"> </div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-30055332548072774162008-04-17T21:36:00.014+03:002008-04-22T13:14:32.422+03:00Events in my Life&other Terps Life..<span style="color:#000099;"><span style="color:#66ffff;">hello ppl,<br />i'll keep updating this post everytime something happens to me or to any terp i know during our job..<br /></span></span><span style="color:#ccffff;"><strong><span style="color:#990000;">April-17-08:-</span></strong> today we were out in mission and there were alot of IED's (Impressive Explosions Devices) on the road..so anyways we were trying to defuse them, i was watching them, looking at them and paying attention to what they doing..suddenly a soldier "one of my friends" came behind me, i didnt know he was coming towards me and yelled "BOOOM" and touched me in the back..<br />i was like dude u scared the shit out of me and u almost get me a heart attack, he was like am sorry man i'm just training u to be ready for everything, i was like anyways thanx bastard for scaring me..anyways no1 of us got hurt but there was one already blowed up and it hurted civi iraqis just like usual!!<br /><strong><span style="color:#990000;">April-18-08:-</span></strong> Today was my cousin wedding party, and sadly i didnt join the party cuz im here at my work!!..she called me and she said Sam plz come, cuz im the crazy dude in the family lol, so i make the party more pleasant and share thier happiness..<br />But unfortuntily just like i didnt have the chance to attend my bro wedding party last year..now im missing my cousin also..what a happiness I'm living!!<br /><strong><span style="color:#990000;">April-18,19&20-08:-</span></strong> Myself and other terp had been selected as the best terps in the FOB(Forward Operation Base) here,due to our good job they chosed us to work somewhere else for couple days cuz they need more help there..but like i thought its worse life in this new place where i'm now..but anyways hopefully its only 48 hrs or max 72 hrs..<br />Now im with new guys but they good and friendly also..thanx god for everything he gives me which it was bad or good!!<br /><strong><span style="color:#660000;">April-20-08:-</span></strong> Myself & C. the other terp, we got back to our old base after spending 2 nights plus 3 days..it wont that bad acxept no good showers or latrines or good food..but the soldiers&the officers they were so good,during this short time i realy got long with 'em cuz i luv ROCK and METAL music&they do, they copied for me some music that i luv..anyways we got back peacefully.. Anyways when i got back a new girl that i just knew for like 5 days ago through the internet and she is my friend sister,now i had her#and i start being bad person..am so ashamed from wat im doin..but i did cuz Amy left me..i made a decsion that i'll start Drinkin, doin Drugs&Sex..cuz i got nothing worth in my life..nothing makes me happy for lil bit..<br />So then i sent SMS to Amy and i told her ''Im betraying my family,my religion&my goodness cuz of u,u fucked the shit otta of me,u turned me to bad person..Am full with SHAME cuz of u..im sure u still dont care abut me..its allright though!!.." Then she called me and i cudnt ans her from the 1st time cuz i was crying inside..then i collected my power and i talked to her for like more then 2 hours.. i just wanted from her to be nice with me and supporting me,i just want her be by my side..i dont want us to be boy-girlfriend anymore i just want us be a normal friends caring abut each other..<br />but she refused and she chosed to burn the 3 beautiful years we had..i told her OKAY i hate God cuz he turned u to devil to me, i hate God, cuz God never helped me,God never showed me mercy..im sick and tired..Then I asked her to do me one thing for the sake of our old relationship and its: JUST PRAY ME TO DIE,LIKE GETTING SHOT IN THE FOREHEAD OR IN MY SICK HEART will makes me rest forever..but she refused also..<br />Anyways we hanged off and she left me like a pig, and she said do what u wana do, i dont care abut u, i just care abut ur family cuz ur family losing u..then BYE..<br />in that time i realy never wished to DIE like this..if killing myself not gonna take me to hell, i'll fuckin kill myself, but im hopin i die here so i can go to heaven cuz i live in hell already in my country!! I slept that night and i was praying to sleep and NEVER WAKE again..i slept maybe like 3 in the morning..<br /><span style="color:#990000;"><strong>April-21-08:-</strong>TODAY</span> is my HAPPIEST DAY since feb-1-08(the day me and Amy we broke up), this morning i had SMS from Amy saying "If u want things get better,u must change&i'll be by ur side, but if u wont change, then forget the meaning of hope with me!!"<br />i told her "Ok Amy i'll change&be better&i'll leave that bad gurl&i'll do my best to believe in God again...tx for being in my side..Im so GLAD.."<br />then she sent another SMS "U r welcome&i wish u all good&happiness IF u go back to GOD&to ur normal life..take care.."<br />Then i told her "I'll Amy..Am not gonna waste my future as long u supporting me..and i'll realy take care cuz i dont wana die anymore...tx again Amy.."<br />I realy feel so glad cuz Amy now stand by my side..I FEEEL SOOOO HAPPY and GOD PLZ FORGIVE ME FOR ALL I DID&HELP ME TO STAND UP AGAIN&MAKING MY LIFE LIL BIT EASIER..<br />Now i just wish everything goes well and be happy for couple hours everyday..i hope so..<br />Pray for me fellas plzzzz.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ccffff;"><span style="color:#660000;"><strong>April-22-08:-</strong></span>I had aloooong night but it was fun, we had action and i was like YES im goin have fun..then i was in the front line of fire and then i remembered My Fam,Amy and ppl cares abut me and ppl told me to take care abut myself..so i backed up cuz i dont need to be in the front line but cuz im crazy i was there..anyways no1 of us got hurt and thanx god but hopefull the JAM got hurt but we not sure if they hurted or no.. i cudnt sleep just for like maybe only 3 hours..cuz when we got back i had to communicate between us and the Iraqi Forces to see wat they need or watever..it was long night and its not the first night or the last night..im guessing im gonna have more fun next few days due to JAM chaos call..God bless us..<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#ccffff;"><strong></strong></span>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-19504331813439456702008-04-17T11:07:00.005+03:002008-04-17T19:16:51.097+03:00Words for Amy (my ex-girlfriend)<div align="center"></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;">Amy, she is my ex-girlfriend, i knew her for 3 years wornderful relationship, and suddenly she just left me for NO REASON, she just turned my life from worse to wrost..with her i had hope in my life,without her im hopless and sick.. </span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;">Amy u can make my life HEAVEN or u can make it HELL..its ur choice!!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;">I luv u Amy and i miss u..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;">To the first and last girl I've ever loved..<br />To the first and last girl I write poetry about..<br />To the first and last girl who made me cry for days and nights..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;">To Amy..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>Devastated Heart</strong> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">I'm trying so hard to say I hate u..<br />I'm trying so hard to go on without u..<br />I'm trying so hard to get u out of my heart..<br />I'm trying so hard to get u out of my think..<br />I'm trying so hard to get u out of my veins and say u gone..<br />But here we r and there so far we've become..<br />Smuggling from my pain and misery..<br />Running away from life cant be ever merciful to me..<br />Hiding away from life cant be ever kindness to me..<br />These things won't ever leave me alone..<br />It looks like I born to be jaded without breaks..<br />It looks like I have to fall down on my face and kiss my life good-bye..<br />And when I die, you'll miss me!!</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">But here we are and there so far we've become..<br />I see u in my dreams and u wandering away from me in my facts..<br />Its too much stress that breaks my heart to parts..<br />I'm down on my hands and knees and I almost be all down..<br />Please trust me and take my hand..<br />When I get up you'll understand and you'll give me a thank..<br />But here we r and there so far we've become..<br />****</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">I asked the elves why do I always fall down when I get up?<br />I asked the angels why should I pay for people mistakes?<br />I asked my heart why do u always scream and cry when no one cares for u?<br />These questions keep running in my head for days and days..<br />No one cares, no one understands..<br />Please I need answers heals my heart cuts and wounds..<br />I won't fall down, I won't give up..<br />I won't give up to my fake life and my bad luck..<br />I won't give up to people changing..<br />No matter what happens cuz I can't change the person who I'm..<br />And I won't cuz people feelings not a game!!<br />Not a game u can play it whenever u want and toss it whenever u like..<br />Can u see how fast I'm drowning? can u feel me?<br />Can u hear me screaming? though I can hear u whispering..<br />I realized I'm so uncomforted and confused..<br />When and how it'll be over?<br />Sometimes I say things and I regret and I apologize..<br />Even it didn't hurt as much u hurt me..<br />Darling I forgive u after all, if u treat me well..<br />Cuz I can't live this life and u r not by my side..<br />It's not over, its just a page has been turned over..<br />I've painted on every piece of my heart, I LUV U WITH NO REGRETS..<br />And I'm your SEMPER FIDELIS..</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">And I'm A DEVASTATED HEART..<br />You can starve me for years and years..<br />You can shoot me on the leg..<br />You can cut me off in pieces and feed the dogs from me..<br />You can burry me a life in a grave..<br />You can keep me in a misery and loneliness cage for hundred of years..<br />You can do whatever u want but U CANT stop me loving and dreaming of u..<br />You can be who u want and I still cuz I truly love u..<br />I believe in God and fate though sometimes we can create our fate..<br />So I won't give up and I'll wait for u to be close to u again..<br />I'll ride monsters and dragons just to be close to u..<br />I'll ride planes and rockets just to be close to u..<br />I'll sail ships and submarines just to be close to u..<br />I'm willing to die just to be close to u and part of u..<br />****</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">I'm trying to kill my pain but it only generates more..<br />Please stop this pain and treat me like a human with feelings...<br />Or do I have to die and then u will?<br />I hope u are not intending to be stubborn, please be nice with me..<br />Tell me WHAT HAVE I DONE?!! so I deserve to be like this?<br />I'll start again to be with u again and WHATEVER PAIN MAY COME!!<br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Semper Fi,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;">Sam</span></div><span style="font-size:130%;"><div align="center">March-2nd-08</span></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-574477041659127264.post-66325505416855398672008-04-15T10:33:00.003+03:002008-04-15T12:35:28.132+03:00PART 1-APart 1 officially starts here and this is PART 1-A:-<br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />We flew to B. area and our flight was for like 10 minutes in the Big Bitch (name of the helicopter)..before we get that flight, F and I went to the chow hall(Military individuals restaurant), F and I wore Marines uniform and we looked like Marines themselves. when we got in, the workers greeted us with more respect cuz we were wearing the uniform. it was funny..<br />Anyways, while we were flying the helicopter ceiling was dropping oil on us. we were getting dirty with oil. the Big Bitch is the worse helicopter I've ever seen…</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">we landed in desert at about 11:10 pm and they took us to a base in desert it was new base, they were just starting their first steps of building the base. There were no buildings, no latrines, no showers, there were only tents and portable toilets (shit bags)..that was sucks..<br />In the afternoon the company commander came and introduced himself to me and to my buddy F.. he said: F is going to work with searching houses team and Sam u r going to work in a Traffic Check Point(TCP)..my buddy F. was so scared, I looked at him and I saw the fear in his eyes. I asked the Capt. : sir which one is more dangerous? he replied the searching houses one. I told him Capt. I'll take it and ford in the TCP.. he said u sure Sam. I said Yes Capt. F. can't hold up with this kind of job and as usual I jeopardize my life and took more risk for my buddy F. cuz I knew he can't take it..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">Then we spent the night in small tent and it was soooooo damn cold it was in December. imagine December and in the middle of the desert without blanket. F and I covered ourselves with our clothes and we couldn't sleep for a complete hour cuz it was freezing..<br />Anyway we woke up that morning , the water was frozen on the tent edges. I was like dude we should thank God for staying alive..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />Then the Capt. sent me to work with the searching houses team..<br />They took me and it was the 1st time in my life I get in a Humvee (jeep hummer), I didn't know how will I start my translation and what was wiaiting for me..<br />W black Marine took me to another Marine guy his name starts with M. he was an intelligence man they go by HET guys.. I didn’t know what HET stands for!!<br />Anyways I began working with him and we were on missions of house search , house after house..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">On the next morning while on the way to first house we start searching and there were only 2 girls one of them was like 19 years old beautiful girl and their mom. and the house owner was in Baghdad, she looked like Amy (the girl I've talked abut earlier) my best close friend I've ever had.. anyways that girl is in college too I was thinking of making a friendship with her but I said dude I cant give her my email or my name or whatever, I talked to her for a little bit just bullshitting and I was so damn polite though, then she was trying to speak lil bit English to the Marines cuz they were searching her room, her closet and her clothes. then she came to me and told me "bro u r Iraqi and these soldiers looking through "my under wears" they are looking through it" then I laughed my ass off and I told her: sis they ain't Iraqis they are Americans!! I told M. about it so he told the Marines to stop searching her room..<br />At that night we were walking and I saw a big hole on the side of the corner street, I saw a Humvee door, I told M. hey is that a Humvee door? he was like yes Sam that's what the IED did to it. I was like god I've seen many things didn't make it as a good start, please god protect me and keep me a life, I don't want to die here. by the way I wrote on my helmet NO FEAR and in the back of it GOD BLESS..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">Anyways one of the searching nights we went to a house and the Marines already found a bad stuff in that house. so M and I went there to investigate...we went down there and it was the first time in my life I investigate to 4 ppl..it scared me for awhile but I had used to it, and really liked the HET work..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />While I was working I was so scared as I was watching every single movement happens in the road and thinking a lot about what the enemies could do.. M always was watching my back and I remember he told me, "Sam whenever u turn your eyes on me you'll see me watching u", he was really watching me and taking care of me. I liked M. he was good guy and he just had a baby girl like 10 days before I met him..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">Anyways I really had bad times and scary but the Marines were so good with me..<br />The funny thing is when I was talking to an officer or higher up ranks I call them in their names cuz in that time I didn't know what the ranks are! The Marines were looking at me when I talk to higher up and call him in his name ;P<br />They were always coming up to me and asking: hey Sam where are we going next? cuz I work with the HET and pretty much I know what we are going to do next, I was like I don't know and I'm not authorized to say!! lol..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">One day we went to search a house and there were only females and kids. anyway we entered that house and started searching the house, suddenly the housewife start yelling at me and cursing me and calling me a disloyal and man without honor "cuz I work with the Americans" I told her I'm not here for u I'm here for myself lady, I'm a translating machine. I don't blame her cuz her husband is a bad guy and her older son too .anyways M. ran to me and told me what the f**k is she saying. I told him she is cursing me blah blah blah...he told me Sam do u want me to hurt her? I told him dude she is just a bitch, she is a sick woman.<br />we searched the house very good and we left..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">I felt so bad that day cuz my own ppl hates me. </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">When we headed to the house that we'll spent the night at, M noticed that I was feeling so sad and misery, he was trying to comfort me and he asked me: Sam do u feel proud for what u are doing, honestly? I said "Yea I'm so proud cuz I'm doing this for myself, for my family, but unlucky I cant tell my friends how much I'm proud for what I'm doing!! not even after 20 year from now cuz they will see me like a traitor as a spy.. I'm doing this to revenge from the INSURGENTS who took our houses and fucked up my life over.. I'm here for money, to rebuild what my dad built in his 50 years life working"..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />He was like " I'm sorry bro, but trust me Sam there'll come a day and you'll tell your family what u are doing and they'll be proud of u as all Iraqis will be..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">At about mid night I went to the toilet in that night in the house we spending the night in. I walked there and I smelled a smoke coming from one of the rooms, I went in that room and saw the room burning and the Marines were sleeping and they didn't feel it cuz they were damn tired. then I start shouting FIRE!! FIRE!! after that we put down the fire and then all of them came and thanked me for saving their lives..</div><br /><br />in that night and after I really felt they start trusting me more cuz I saved them..<br /><br /><br />Another accident happened I didn't like, that one was while we were searching one of the houses, the house owner originally from Baghdad and I asked him where from Baghdad, he said X city and I said where at in it? he said in Y area, I turned to M telling him dude this guy lives in my hood and he is about 200 meters away from my old house. I was really grateful to god cuz I was covering my face and he couldn't recognize me, neither did I, but he looked familiar to me ,anyway everything went good after that..<br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />After few days M and I went to the TCP where my buddy F was at. I saw F. there and I almost cried cuz I didn't see him for like more than 8 days..<br />he wasn't that good in English in the early beginning, so I was helping him to translate and sometimes the Marines talk shit about him and he didn't know what the heck they were saying!! He was just like O.K. </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />I remember once one of the Marines told him to do for him blow-job just for kidding with him and F. said O.K. was like dude do u know what the hell he just told u? he is like NO, I told him don't answer anything if u don't know what he means, I laughed my ass off and the Marine knew that I knew what he meant, he asked me how do u know that Sam? I told him dude I watch movies a lot and I listen to American songs..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">anyway I remember in one of the frozen nights I had in the TCP, M and I were sleeping together in females searching room.</div><br />In the next morning the female Marines came and asked me "Is M. good with u in bed?" I was like no he is not but u could be if u want!! M. said that was a good one Sam lol, the females Marines they were nice with me and beautiful too..<br /><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"><br />The most funny thing happened in the TCP is when a new interpreter came to the TCP and he asked F. how he can use the toilets, F. told me go there and do your thing in the shit bag and then bring the shit bag to the fire hole. The interpreter said: are you serious? that's disgusting, I think u mean I bring the bag to the commander!!. lol..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">During that time I called my family for like 2 or 3 minutes cuz the network was sux and then I called Amy too. I missed them so much and I was always missing them, they didn't get call from me for more then 15 days and they were so worry about me..<br />Every time over there before I sleep I try to remember my family faces, my nephews and Amy too. I didn't have pictures of my family with me but I had one for Amy which I keep in my wallet..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">I won't forget these days. they were so scarey, bad and cold nights and days but there were lil bit fun and it really taught me good lessons to be tough in life.<br />By the way I couldn't take a shower for the whole 2 weeks cuz there were no showers, I just was cleaning off my body with baby wipes..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">Anyways M tried to keep me working with him cuz he liked me and he didn't like any other interpreter, but the Capt. refused cuz I was assigned to somewhere else..<br />Those 2 weeks were the worse I've ever had in my 19 years old and these 2 weeks were just the beginning to worst days and days..</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">F, Alex and I flew back to AA..<br /></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="left">That was most of PART 1-A<br /></div>Samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03994303698824995812noreply@blogger.com5