The Most Shocking Day In My Life, Please I NEED COMMENTS here!!
Hello people,
On **-May-08 ( I don’t want to say which day it was, I just want to keep it for myself).
Something happened to me was very shocking and made me feel so damn bad, even the feeling I had was worse than the day when my family got threatened and worse than the day that those mother fuckers burned our house and its worse than when I felt so many times I am almost dead…
The most shockingly day to me is when I was at the college and I saw Amy walking with someone, she was always talking bad about that person, she used to say he is so fat and he doesn’t respect her and she dislikes him..
Yea people, I saw Amy walking with someone alone in the college and she saw me and she just said hi and smiled..
I've tried to act like I don’t give a damn fuck abut she and I really did but how much stress I had, I bled from my nose cuz I had hypertension that day!
The day before that I saw her for the first time when I returned after 2 months absence, she was walking alone and I was walking alone also, then she was in my way and I was thinking should I say hi to her or not? then I said fuck it, tell her hi.. I told her hello Amy, and then she turned around and looked at me and she was like H-H-HHHello Sam, I told her " take it easy and take a breath" she was like when did u come back? I told her 2 days ago but I just came to the college today, then she said what's wrong with your voice? I told her I got flu, then I told her all right c ya, bye..
She wanted to keep talking to me but I didn’t want to give her more chances to hurt me and reliving the memories of the old days, then I walked away and she did also, I won't let u to hurt me anymore Amy, I AM FUCKIN WON'T LET U..
at that day she didn’t look pretty she was normal and she had her Maroon jacket on, but the next day when I saw her with that fat ass boy, she looked nice, she had a beautiful make up on her eyes as I used to tell her and she wore a black body shirt, I used to tell her the black looks beautiful on u..
The most shocking think is when we broke up she told me Sam I can't walk with boys anymore alone or sitting together alone.. but on **-May-08 I saw her with him ALONE walking together.. she is a LIAR, CHEATER, DEVIL and UNFAITHFUL..
For all what she's done to me, if she wanted to come back to me, I'll take her back but she got to apologize and answer my questions and tell me it was not her who did all that to me..
Anyways after like 45 minutes I left the college and in the meantime my girlfriend(I call her Becky) called me, she was asking me how was I doing? I told her Becky with no offence, all the girls cheaters and liars.. she laughed and said "Sam not all".. and she asked me anything happened between Amy and u? I told her what I've seen.. she said "she just want to piss u off and don’t worry about it and live your life and smile".. I told her yea u right and its ok cuz God is unfair with me, so how the fuck I except she could be fair with me??!!..
Then Becky kept sending me SMS's with jokes trying to comfort me, I really like Becky she is cool but I'm lying to her, I keep telling that I love her but I really don’t and the problem is she loves me.. I'm thinking in telling her the truth once I get over Amy 100%..
I'd like to talk lil bit abut Becky, she is 19 years old she lives in the Green Zone, her mom divorced, and her mom works as a Senator in the Iraqi Senators Council..
She is beautiful blonde and she is so open minded girl.. she hates Muslims like I do.. we got things in common like loving the Foreign Music.. she helped me a lot in forgetting and not caring about Amy.. but I'm a bad dude I always lie to her in telling her I love u and blah blah blah..
Anyways I got back home and I slept without eating my launch for like 2 hours and then my cousin called me and said: hey Sam when the hell we are going to hang out? I told him I'll be at your house in 30mins..
I had my launch and then fired my engine and headed to my cousin.. then I told him bro I want to be wasted and feeling high tonight.. he said YEA that’s what I'm talking about..
We went to smoke Hookah (Nergielah), and it was the 1st time I smoke it since a year..
I put a drugs pill inside my hookah and start smoking it and it’s the first time I do such a thing like this, I was high as fuck, I couldn’t walk good and I couldn’t talk right.. I was really lost.. and I forgot totally abut all the pain in my heart... it made me feel so damn good..
The problem we got in is I had to drive back home for like more than 30 minutes driving to home.. I washed my face so many times and I drank a hot tea.. then I told my cousin hey mother fucker open your eyes with me I don’t wanna hit my car asshole.. he said yea damn fuck just drive slow..
I drove like a crazy I was messing with people walking on the pavements and scaring the shit out of them.. then finally we got home safely, we entered the house at 9:30pm and its too late in Baghdad..
Then I had my dinner and then start playing in my small guitar trying to express my sadness and misery..
Becky called me at about midnight and I talked to her till 530 AM and then I slept for only one hour, I didn’t tell her I'm going to college in the morning, I just told her too late, then she said I'm so sorry Sam and she called again to wake me up then I went to college.. I went to college and I was sleepy and tired as fuck..
At 20-May-08 I saw Amy at the college with another boy alone too..
after that i saw her alone and then i went to talk to her, i told her may i talk to u for lil bit? she said why?i said just a few words to say and i dont need answer from u.. she said wat u want? i told her " nice fat ass boyfriend, and i wish u a miserable life with him.." she said wat boyfriend?? then i just turned around and faded away.. i felt so good when i told her that cuz i cudnt keep it in my heart..
I'll play last 2 songs for u Amy..1st one is The Last Song I'm Wasting For You, for Amy lee(EVANESCENCE) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPNArAVAeGM … and Arabic Iraqi Song for Haitham Yusif, Kadhabah (Liar), if u watch this video clip u'll see the same thing what happened to me.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY8CJ19u4LI ..its the song u gave it to me Amy and u said u can't be ever a liar to me as the song says. But this is what u r now!! A god damn LIAR!!
Amy I just have one question, in the past 3 years were there lies and acting or u really loved me and liked me? I know I'll never get an answer and I'll never go and ask her, cuz she'll hurt me again.. u just so pretty in your PAIN..
I found my way out and I'll never need u again.. but I MISS U Amy, I miss u to DEATH..
But I tell myself I'm not missing u, I hope you are missing me and realizing how much I was good with u and how much u hurt me!!
On **-May-08 ( I don’t want to say which day it was, I just want to keep it for myself).
Something happened to me was very shocking and made me feel so damn bad, even the feeling I had was worse than the day when my family got threatened and worse than the day that those mother fuckers burned our house and its worse than when I felt so many times I am almost dead…
The most shockingly day to me is when I was at the college and I saw Amy walking with someone, she was always talking bad about that person, she used to say he is so fat and he doesn’t respect her and she dislikes him..
Yea people, I saw Amy walking with someone alone in the college and she saw me and she just said hi and smiled..
I've tried to act like I don’t give a damn fuck abut she and I really did but how much stress I had, I bled from my nose cuz I had hypertension that day!
The day before that I saw her for the first time when I returned after 2 months absence, she was walking alone and I was walking alone also, then she was in my way and I was thinking should I say hi to her or not? then I said fuck it, tell her hi.. I told her hello Amy, and then she turned around and looked at me and she was like H-H-HHHello Sam, I told her " take it easy and take a breath" she was like when did u come back? I told her 2 days ago but I just came to the college today, then she said what's wrong with your voice? I told her I got flu, then I told her all right c ya, bye..
She wanted to keep talking to me but I didn’t want to give her more chances to hurt me and reliving the memories of the old days, then I walked away and she did also, I won't let u to hurt me anymore Amy, I AM FUCKIN WON'T LET U..
at that day she didn’t look pretty she was normal and she had her Maroon jacket on, but the next day when I saw her with that fat ass boy, she looked nice, she had a beautiful make up on her eyes as I used to tell her and she wore a black body shirt, I used to tell her the black looks beautiful on u..
The most shocking think is when we broke up she told me Sam I can't walk with boys anymore alone or sitting together alone.. but on **-May-08 I saw her with him ALONE walking together.. she is a LIAR, CHEATER, DEVIL and UNFAITHFUL..
For all what she's done to me, if she wanted to come back to me, I'll take her back but she got to apologize and answer my questions and tell me it was not her who did all that to me..
Anyways after like 45 minutes I left the college and in the meantime my girlfriend(I call her Becky) called me, she was asking me how was I doing? I told her Becky with no offence, all the girls cheaters and liars.. she laughed and said "Sam not all".. and she asked me anything happened between Amy and u? I told her what I've seen.. she said "she just want to piss u off and don’t worry about it and live your life and smile".. I told her yea u right and its ok cuz God is unfair with me, so how the fuck I except she could be fair with me??!!..
Then Becky kept sending me SMS's with jokes trying to comfort me, I really like Becky she is cool but I'm lying to her, I keep telling that I love her but I really don’t and the problem is she loves me.. I'm thinking in telling her the truth once I get over Amy 100%..
I'd like to talk lil bit abut Becky, she is 19 years old she lives in the Green Zone, her mom divorced, and her mom works as a Senator in the Iraqi Senators Council..
She is beautiful blonde and she is so open minded girl.. she hates Muslims like I do.. we got things in common like loving the Foreign Music.. she helped me a lot in forgetting and not caring about Amy.. but I'm a bad dude I always lie to her in telling her I love u and blah blah blah..
Anyways I got back home and I slept without eating my launch for like 2 hours and then my cousin called me and said: hey Sam when the hell we are going to hang out? I told him I'll be at your house in 30mins..
I had my launch and then fired my engine and headed to my cousin.. then I told him bro I want to be wasted and feeling high tonight.. he said YEA that’s what I'm talking about..
We went to smoke Hookah (Nergielah), and it was the 1st time I smoke it since a year..
I put a drugs pill inside my hookah and start smoking it and it’s the first time I do such a thing like this, I was high as fuck, I couldn’t walk good and I couldn’t talk right.. I was really lost.. and I forgot totally abut all the pain in my heart... it made me feel so damn good..
The problem we got in is I had to drive back home for like more than 30 minutes driving to home.. I washed my face so many times and I drank a hot tea.. then I told my cousin hey mother fucker open your eyes with me I don’t wanna hit my car asshole.. he said yea damn fuck just drive slow..
I drove like a crazy I was messing with people walking on the pavements and scaring the shit out of them.. then finally we got home safely, we entered the house at 9:30pm and its too late in Baghdad..
Then I had my dinner and then start playing in my small guitar trying to express my sadness and misery..
Becky called me at about midnight and I talked to her till 530 AM and then I slept for only one hour, I didn’t tell her I'm going to college in the morning, I just told her too late, then she said I'm so sorry Sam and she called again to wake me up then I went to college.. I went to college and I was sleepy and tired as fuck..
At 20-May-08 I saw Amy at the college with another boy alone too..
after that i saw her alone and then i went to talk to her, i told her may i talk to u for lil bit? she said why?i said just a few words to say and i dont need answer from u.. she said wat u want? i told her " nice fat ass boyfriend, and i wish u a miserable life with him.." she said wat boyfriend?? then i just turned around and faded away.. i felt so good when i told her that cuz i cudnt keep it in my heart..
I'll play last 2 songs for u Amy..1st one is The Last Song I'm Wasting For You, for Amy lee(EVANESCENCE) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPNArAVAeGM … and Arabic Iraqi Song for Haitham Yusif, Kadhabah (Liar), if u watch this video clip u'll see the same thing what happened to me.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uY8CJ19u4LI ..its the song u gave it to me Amy and u said u can't be ever a liar to me as the song says. But this is what u r now!! A god damn LIAR!!
Amy I just have one question, in the past 3 years were there lies and acting or u really loved me and liked me? I know I'll never get an answer and I'll never go and ask her, cuz she'll hurt me again.. u just so pretty in your PAIN..
I found my way out and I'll never need u again.. but I MISS U Amy, I miss u to DEATH..
But I tell myself I'm not missing u, I hope you are missing me and realizing how much I was good with u and how much u hurt me!!
posted by Sam at
10:22 AM
40 Comments:
Take it easy man. I know we Iraqis are very emotional, especially when it comes to women, but seriously dude, you need to get over this Amy girl if she doesn't want you. People change, and sometimes they say things they don't mean, or they say things that express how they're feeling at the time, but their feelings change over time. You shouldn't expect Amy to be alone all the time, waiting for you. If you're in love with Amy, tell her so and marry her! Otherwise get over it and get your groove on with Becky!
Also you shouldn't drive impaired. you coulda hurt somebody.
Well Sam I haven't been replying on blogs lately cause a friend of mine was killed recently and I've been pretty bummed out and feeling mean, but after reading your post I kind of wish you were here so we could jump on a couple of motorcycles and go out and raise a little hell. Doesn't hurt to blow off some steam sometimes, but Iraqi Mojo's right, gotta take it easy and not take your saddness out on others. There's an old song that says "You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you get what you need." One of the things I've learned in life is that there is no going backwards, there is only forward. Solo
iraqi mojo, do u knw wat the freakin LOVE means??? yea bro im trying to get over her but i'm leaving an open door for her if she wanna come back.. she told me that she is NOT gonna walk with any boy cuz the damn iraqi traditions or watever...but she lied..
dude Amy knws i luv her, but its just a damn complicatred..
yea man Becky loves me,its my fault i made her loves me, and i dont love her in return i just like her..
bro i was wasted and high but thanx god i didnt hurt anybody beside that its was too late at night and there is no much ppl out..
Solo, how u doin man? im realy sorry for ur friend..may i knw where he got killed?
yea man i wish im out this shit hole place..with all my respect to my country and my ppl..i hate iraq and iraqis..
yea man im trying and dieing and i shud go on this..there is no goin backwards there is only forwad..
i'll to go like that..
My tears fall down, really. i hope everything else is going well.
I'll be completely frank with you, i think you don't need a pat here, at this point.
First let me tell you, you need to be braver, stronger and more hopeful.
God, gave you the ability to walk, talk, express your feelings and live. LIVE. so , there is no true way that leads you to say " God is unfair with me", because God simply gave you a gift that comforts you in such case ( Backy), and all the other cases.
you have to believe that GOD DOES NEVER FORGET HIS SERFS.
and i'm as a humanbeing believe in all the religions because they are all great and all were created for main great aims, aims to lead people to live purely, i believe in what God says talking to the prophet
" if my serfs asks you about me, tell them that i'm here, accepts all the pure prayers". so, please it is not God's guilty that amy is not faithful and unfair.
You are a man, you have your own special way in life, this is great. you are faithful and loyal , you are honest. these are all good. and this what evey good girl looks for in the man's personality.
i know it is too hard to lose someone you love, or to see him/her behaving foolishly (as you think), but your heart should be larger, your heart's chambers should be bigger.
You are at the beginning of the way, if you for this simple problem turn such hopeless and miserable, what if something greater happens?
i admire these high emotions of you, but i need to see a GREATER MAN i can admire more and more.
:) :) :)
Backy is good girl, and i advise you to love her, think of all her good features and let you see. she is 7abbaba, walla.
Amy, mmm, she is like any other player girl. player, and when the game is over you have to accept all the results.
now, let me a smiling face, and stand in front of the mirror that you put above the washbasin, and decide to forget all the sadness and to start again, with new heart, strong heart ,and let me hear that you have created your simple great way, way you depend on the goodness and the beauty in walking in. and remember that nothing impossible, nothing unreachable.
i have faced a great problem, but in other uspect, and all what i did after crying for long hours, and being sad for many days, is i prayed being sorry towards god and towards myself, and i took a bath, and when i finished it, i went to the barber and made new hairdo, and put my favorite perfume, i said hello to the dove that always comes near my room window ( i know it is silly behavior).
try to talk to moon in the night and tell him about what you have done in the day, he will comfort you, and say good morining to the sun.
they are great helpers.
And remember, that the sun cant be seen except in the clear sky.
Make your sky clear.
always,
Sandybelle
BTW, when you drove quickly, where have you think yourself in? ha? chicago? or texas? hmmmmm
Be careful ya walad. and stay safe.
oops,
regards the songs,
i advise you to listen to Bee7en for wa il kfoori
بيحن لوائل كفوري
يا مستبده, اعتقد هيجي اسمها, مال كاظم الساهر
it is good, walla. and i myself favor to listen to all my life, no promises, nothing impossilbe ( of Shayne wWard), my heart will go on ( celin dion), i will always love you ( widney houston), hello and many others i dont know their titles, unfortunately.
and later, tell me how you feel.
Sam...your post truly shocked me. I am sorry that you saw Amy with someone else...but you said yourself you have a new girlfriend named Becky. Why is it ok for you....but not for Amy?
I know it hurts when you care about someone Sam. You know it too...thats why, if you are lying to Becky you need to be honest with her. Do you want Becky to feel the same way you do right now? That isnt fair...is it?
And Sam...who is teaching you all those horrible words. I would bet you are a real nice and decent guy. You dont have to curse like that for people to hear you. Dont stoop to the level of the American soldiers.
Women are crazy bro. They don't know what they want and even if they figure it out, nothing gaurantees that they wont change their mind. Do what makes YOU happy :)
لك والله انت مكرود بابه عادي ورا جم اسبوع هسه تنسى كلشي....وجماله عندك حاته مجعبلها بعد شكو ضايج يا عيوني
عمي البوري سنة الحياة و اهم شي متتعكل العب حديد و سوك على الجايات
شوف هذا البوري الملبلب مالتي:
http://ejectiraqikkk.blogspot.com/2006/03/redemption-of-devil.html
How about explaining to Amy politely that while you were working as a terp, you had time to reconsider your relationships and you thought about her a lot, etc. You could even send that as an SMS. So far it seems you've acted rather oddly toward Amy and she probably doesn't understand why.
Hmmmm...Im gonna give it to you from a woman's perspective. Yes you love Amy, yes it hurts to see her with someone else, BUT...You have 2 options, you either sit with her and ask her point blank what the hell is wrong? And is she being that way? And whether she wants to be with you or Not. depending on her answer, you can choose what you wanna do. If she says she wants to be together, then great, if not, then just move on and live your life. Believe me, life is too short to go on stressed out. Just chill out. The other option is give Becky a chance. How long do you know Becky for? And btw, a piece of advice, sometimes we think that love and lust conquers all...WRONG! In love there are many other things, like the way Becky tried to comfort you. If Im Becky, and me being ME, I woulda gotten pissed off at you for still having feelings for Amy!!! OMG, I woulda given you hell :) But thats just me. Instead Becky was nice and understanding...Live your life Sam. Live it happily...
I don't think you love her Sam. You said she wasn't pretty without the make-up. I've been married 22 years,and I've never seen my wife when she wasn't pretty. If anything,she's gotten prettier since the first time I saw her. I think you built Amy up in your mind,and now you're hurting because you had convinced yourself this was the one. She wasn't. You'll know it's "the one" when she's always beautiful. Love really is blind.
Sam my friend Paul was killed here, riding his motorcycle, hit by a drunk, speeding driver who ran a red light. Another shock came when I got the news on Wed. morning that a good friend and brother had passed away He was the State Captain of our Patriot Guard Riders here in New Mexico. Some of the Marines you work with may know about our organization. Just ask around. Good luck with the women buddy and remember, love's a lot like the flu : ) Solo
Hi Sam,
Like NIW I'm going to give you a woman's point of view.
What were the reasons Amy gave you for breaking up originally? Did she actually say she didn't care for you? Or was it something else?
Because from her reaction when she first saw you again it seems she is not indifferent to you. And as for walking with another guy on campus, I wouldn't make too much of that. She could have been trying to make you jealous, or talking to him for any number of reasons that have nothing to do with romance.
I would talk to Amy.
As someone said earlier I think you should be upfront and honest with Becky about your feelings for Amy and her. Right now you still feel too much for Amy to really start something serious with Becky. It wouldn't be fair to Becky, or you for that matter.
And lay off the drugs. They are nothing but trouble.
Stay safe.
Sam my friend, I'm going to give you some tough love.
You got to keep it tight and pull yourself together, before you either hurt someone else or yourself.
Alright, so here's my suggestion.
After you finish your exams, can you exit stage left from Iraq to one of the neighboring countries for about a week or two of R & R, to free your mind from Amy and Iraq?
Because you need a break, like a lot of Iraqis. The whole country is suffering from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.
So my advice is to get away, rest your body and soul until you feel better about yourself, and then
have a sit down with Amy.
You're still young man.. you're too young and you're hanging out with the wrong people. You now hate Islam but before you said you just hated Muslims.. You now hate Iraqis and whether you like it or not, you ARE ONE!
Don't let them influence you. The language you use is dirty! WHY?
Don't let them affect you.. try to find good friends. DON'T GET HIGH! Who gave you drugs anyway!? I can only guess!
No wonder Iraq is only going from bad to worse!
You know what? I don't care about Amy, this shall pass for sure. But YOU, you are getting lost man! You're losing yourself!
hellllo everybody,
hey im realy sorry for not answering, ive been so busy in past few days..
Sandy, how u doin gurl? yea i realy need to be stronger cuz i was so weak with Amy and i cried infront her for like 45 mins and she didnt care abut me..so i got to show her im strong,but im hoping im not late or she late..
yea God kinda fair cuz God gave Becky but i want Amy and no1 else..i thik i wont luv any1 else like i loved Amy..but now im hating Amy to love Becky and living trying happy..tx for the nice words abut me but i stil bad dude in some things and i admit it..
Becky cool gurl but i dont want love girl 100% anymore without encagment..so if i want love Becky 100% i got to ask for her hand and this wont happen only when i found another job and well-paind job..i'll do my best to change but everytime i change and i say yea now i forgot Amy totally but i remember wat it feels when im beside her and how beautiful we were!!..ive been sad for more then 3 months Sandy..more then 100 days Sandy..its not short time!!
well abut everynight i sit by myself trying to talk to god and communicate with god and asking him for forgivness and help..i realy love God..but sometimes things happens makes me so upset..so god plz forgive me for everything worng ive done..
i dont talk to moon cuz it reminds in Amy..but when i forget Amy i'll talk to the moon also..
that was a good way u did..but honistly, do u still remember him and feeling sorry cuz he is gone?? yes u do..its not easy trust me..
Sandy these songs makes me feel so weak and im weak already, i dont need to be weaker!!
oh yea i thought im in nowhere, alone and high and everything around me is fake, they is no reality, just like a dream..ok ya bent lol..u too and have a good one..
Anoynomous..its ok, my heart got used to sad things..yes i got new girlfriend,cuz when we broke up Amy told me Sam i cant walk with boys anymore alone even u..so she lied to me..yea man tonight i'll call Becky and talk to her all the night long and i'll tell her abut my true feelings, i already did 2 nights ago, i talked to her for like 6 hours but i'll explain more tonight with more honisty..i dont want Becky get hurt, i want Amy get hurt but not Becky..
im so sorry but i lived with the soldiers for more then year and half and even when i speak english u cant say im iraqi cuz i speak 80% American accent..i dont even use bad words when i talk in arabic.. but i curse when i feel so bad cuz it express my feelings i guess...
ye so many ppl told me to not curse in the blog and stop cursing, but i try but it doesntwork..but i promise her i'll try to curse less then be4 till i stop cursing..
Jhondie.. there is a saying "all women r whores only my mother and i doubt it!!"..
عباس شونك حبي؟ اي والله عمي شنسوي انته مسامع هيثم..يكول عذبنه الحب وما مليناه..عمي اني خطيه وفقير وبيتنه بلاخير وواكف بباب الكاظم بس ماكو الي يقدر.. حبي والله اكو بنات تأذيهن ومتحترمهن يجن للدرب ورجليهن فوك راسهن...تحياتي حبيب البي..
Chris..i did that sooooooo many times and ive did alot of things just to make her care abut me again..but nothing worked with her..she is taugh cold girl and im weak emotional boy..
sam, my problem was about other aspect, it was not about love. It is too early to fall in love.hahahaha Sandybelle
Sam, let me give you a great quote from a great man:
"Women. Can't live with 'em.
The end."
-Al Bundy
Hang in there, man. It always seems a lot worse right when it happens, but you'll forget all about her as soon as you meet someone who doesn't treat you badly.
Nony,
Yes, more people should learn about the sage musings of Albert Bundy, a now sadly neglected Midwestern philosopher.
I also recall the advice proferred to the governor of California by Thomas Arnold, another Midwestern philosopher, in his thought-provoking slender treatise, "True Lies":
Women. Can't live with them. Can't kill them.
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Neurotic wife, i've asked her that already and she said she dont care abut me anymore but i cant believe she dont care anymore..im thinking in talking to her dad and see wat he say..i think i'll go and ask him if there still hope for me to be with Amy anymore or no?..then i'll put end for everthing..if no i'll give Becky and myself a chance..ive knwn her for like 2months..i talk to her abut everyday for hours..yea Becky so understanding, she knw i stil have some love to Amy but she trying to take it out of my hear..
i hate my life, i wanna freakin die asap..seriesly, sometimes i wish im dead in one of the million times i almost die..but God keeps me alife to suffer..
Maury, no i do love her but im trying to her so i dont think abut her heart and soul, i think abut how she looks so i can hate her..
yea she was the one for me..u r true, luv is blind..
hello ppl,
at abut 6:15pm,24-may-08 i went to Amy's dad and i talked to him for like more then hour,i explained to him everything..he asked me if i still want Amy or no?i said yes if she wants me..i asked him the same question but he said i'll ask her and i'll give u answer in next few days..but he wanted me to promise him that after she graduate i'll make her life heaven..i promised him..anyways i'll wait few days to knw if she wants me or no..and after that i have to move on in my life..
Solo im realy sorry bro for ur friends..my friend here hit a guy was driving his motorcycle but it was the rider fault..but my friend had to pay him alot of money..that how it works in iraq!!..
thank u bro, wish me luck with Amy or Becky or whoever is the best to me..
hellos everybody,
Kaylin, there is no main reasons and i always ask her y u want us ended up like this? she say its just the way its!! its the life!!yea she said she dont care abut me anymore but i dont believe her..thats y i still have some hope.. yea i think she wanted to make me jealous, but that hurted me soo much..they were not talkin abut romance or something..thats wat im sure abut..i talked to Amy's dad and im waiting for Amy's answer abut her feelings to me..
last night i talked to Becky for like 5 hours and i told her everything but the problem i felt she have luv to me and she sayin Sam go back to Amy, but i dont feel she say it from deep inisde her heart..anyways im giving Amy last shot to be like be4, if she didnt take it , i'll start seriesly with Becky adn i dont want hurt Becky not at all..
u right but they take u to world there is no worries and no pain!!..its like running away from the reality but evantualy u'll wake up to the miserable reality after lil while..
Mister Ghost, how u doin Sir?
thats wat im gonna do, i'll get the hell outta this place for atleast 2 weeks and refershing my mind and soul..
now everything on stad by waiting for Amy's answer..
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LOL, Sam you're in the middle of the longest war ever fought by mankind. Relationships. You'd think we'd have it all figured out by now, but the debate goes on. Ahhhh women, gotta love 'em, but we'll never figure 'em out ;) Just don't be in a hurry. Could be that neither Amy or Becky is the right one for ya. Solo
CUTE & SAD LOVE STORY- A BOY HAD CANCER AND HE HAD ONE MONTH TO LIVE. HE LIKED A GIRL WORKING IN A CD SHOP VERY MUCH. BUT HE DID NOT TELL HER ABOUT HIS LOVE. EVERYDAY HE WENT TO THE CD SHOP AND BOUGHT A CD ONLY TO TALK TO HER. AFTER A MONTH HE DIED. WHEN THE GIRL WENT TO HIS PLACE AND ASKED ABOUT HIM, HIS MOTHER TOLD THAT HE DIED AND TOOK HER TO HIS ROOM..................................... SHE SAW ALL THE CD'S UNOPENED ............... THE GIRL CRIED AND CRIED AND FINALLY DIED. YOU KNOW WHY SHE CRIED? BECAUSE SHE HAD KEPT HER OWN LOVE LETTERS INSIDE THE CD PACKS. SHE ALSO LOVED HIM............. moral of the story: if you love someone......tell him / her directly don't wait for destiny to play the role..
i got this story in offline msg and i'd like to share it with u ppl..cuz its so cute and sad also..
Sam..
today 27-May-2008 is my happiest day ever.. Amy said yes she wants me like i want her...i've talked to her dad and he told me that..im soooooooooo damn happy, when he told me i was flying, even i cudnt talk to him, i was soooo busy in my happiness lol...be4 i leave him, he told me Sam take care and drive carefully, i told him yea i'll tx.. then at the beggining i realy drove so carefull but then i forgot everything and i was feeling like im FLYING, i turned to the music soooo loud and i was abut to drive so crazy but then i said NOOOO, u dont want get hurt cuz u want be with her forever....
i'll write a post adn then u ppl need to congratulate me..im so thankful to everybody for standing by my side and helping me out in ur advices...tx soooooooo much..
allright g2g, i got to go flying from the happiness.. c ya
Sam,
Wow! To tell you the truth, I didn't expect her to say yes.
Congrats!
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Congrats Sam!
Sorry about your friend, Solo. Your org is good to go though. A distant relative of mine (not by blood) was KIA in Iraq and a similar group (or same?) was at his funeral. It was very appreciated.
Ahh, Sam, I'm so glad to hear you have received good news from Amy's Dad. I'll wait for your post. :)
I came to your site for the first time tonight, and read the sad post about Amy, and your other posts, and then came to the comments--and, my goodness, what a surprise.
May you be happy with Amy, may your country know peace.
And I hope Becky will find someone who treasures her.
I'll visit again. (I am an American woman living in northern California; my children are close in age to you.)
hellllo everybody,
Jeffrey, thanx...
but y u didnt expect her?? so many ppl expected she'll say yes but y didnt?
Rhuslancia, thank u so much..
Kaylin, thank u so much...yea i'll post it after my exams hopefully..
Jarvenpa, firstly, i'd like to welcome u in my blog and i wish u'll keep visiting my blog and send it to other ppl so they knw wat is the terps life..
secondly,i'll send so many othr posts to continue my stories and events.. but after my exams i'll do these things..
i like Cali but ive never been there but i had realy good friends from Cali made me like it..
yea im 20 years old i'll be 21 in augst..
well tx everybody and im doin bad in my exams!! plz keep me in ur prayers..
congrats man. I hope things work out for you.
Jhondie,
thanx so much, yea just u ppl keep me in ur prayers..
Sam, You are in my prayers alwayssss
Cheer up
Marsho ;)
thank u so much Marsho,
plzzzz i need more prayers for my exams..
thanx again sis,
Wish you the best Sam on your exams. :)
Best of luck with them nasty exams and congratz on getting the luv of ya life, keep it up and fly safe
Best wishes from Belgium,
Max
tx Kaylin..
Max, tx man,i realy did bad in exams but now im kinda stable with my love Amy..
keep on visting my blog and u welcome from Iraq..
Sam
You are a man, you have your own special way in life, this is great. you are faithful and loyal , you are honest. these are all good. and this what evey good girl looks for in the man's personality.
yea God kinda fair cuz God gave Becky but i want Amy and no1 else..i thik i wont luv any1 else like i loved Amy..but now im hating Amy to love Becky and living trying happy..tx for the nice words abut me but i stil bad dude in some things and i admit it.
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julee
California Dui
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